i want to learn more, do more, be more
but I cannot find the motivation, I have no drive, no patience. I upset myself.
A couple years ago I was prescribed adderall for ADD, while i was in school and still on my parents insurance. When i was on it I would always be reading or doing something. I had so many ideas, i would...
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but I cannot find the motivation, I have no drive, no patience. I upset myself.
A couple years ago I was prescribed adderall for ADD, while i was in school and still on my parents insurance. When i was on it I would always be reading or doing something. I had so many ideas, i would...
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all's i need is a J-O-B and ima be alright for 2010
cause for once im alright with life. I mean i still hate the world but ya know, I'm happy with who i am.
cause for once im alright with life. I mean i still hate the world but ya know, I'm happy with who i am.
franie:
That is great that you are loving yourself some you right now.
Text me back, Chickadee!
Text me back, Chickadee!
xhippykid:
I need to get paid....lol
hmmmmm.........
i fucking love my life right now, i really have it made. And i love me some "straight" girls!!!! haha
franie:
That is awsome that you are doing well!
Let me know if you have any spare straight girls.
Let me know if you have any spare straight girls.
xhippykid:
Happy holidays.
i miss playing soccer
usually this time of year back in ohio i would be on a adult coed indoor team playing every weekend
i gotta ask around and see if there is any way to get on a team or what kind of adult leagues they have here
It is so awesome to have cable. I missed watching sports. Most other shows i could...
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usually this time of year back in ohio i would be on a adult coed indoor team playing every weekend
i gotta ask around and see if there is any way to get on a team or what kind of adult leagues they have here
It is so awesome to have cable. I missed watching sports. Most other shows i could...
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onesandzeros:
Definitely wouldn't be doing any outdoor soccer right now here in Ohio, that's for sure.
xhippykid:
I watch all the Blackhawks games.
I recorded a new song but myspace wont let me post it because it is a the ginuwine "my pony" beat; pisses me off
but I uploaded it so you can listen and download it here:
Pimpin is Easy by AnaLies
let me know what you think
xhippykid:
I like.
i have cable in my apartment now! woohoo! just ran a cable down from my friends place, should have it a long time ago
I also bought a nerf bball hoop that hangs on the door, should be fun, play some drunk pig and shit like that
there is a lot of snow here, its pretty and all but it sucks to drive in, puts...
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I also bought a nerf bball hoop that hangs on the door, should be fun, play some drunk pig and shit like that
there is a lot of snow here, its pretty and all but it sucks to drive in, puts...
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franie:
Can you loan me one of your spare crushes?
Thanksgiving went good. I came back to ohio and my sister, niece and nephew and cousins all came over and my mom made the feast.
I just been kicken it with all my ohio friends. Getten drunk, smoken weed. I went to a few of my old clubs soccer practices to coach and play with all the kids.
Other then that I just been relaxen...
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I just been kicken it with all my ohio friends. Getten drunk, smoken weed. I went to a few of my old clubs soccer practices to coach and play with all the kids.
Other then that I just been relaxen...
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The more I see irresponsible people drink, it blows my mind how such a dangerous drug like alcohol can be legal and marijuana is not. 
I also hate people that find a way to complain when everyone is just trying to have a good time. If your unhappy, keep it to yourself or leave.
I find myself being bolder when it comes to telling people...
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I also hate people that find a way to complain when everyone is just trying to have a good time. If your unhappy, keep it to yourself or leave.
I find myself being bolder when it comes to telling people...
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
Totally - I have been boring people at great length for years about how much worse booze is than dope. So much violent crime is linked to drunkenness and if it isn't drunks motivelessly attacking strangers in the street, it is friends turning on each other. Crazy.
Everybody is allowed to be a dick sometimes. You will definitely get away with speaking your mind if you do it in a way that makes people laugh at the same time.
Everybody is allowed to be a dick sometimes. You will definitely get away with speaking your mind if you do it in a way that makes people laugh at the same time.
juicika:
you shouldnt feel bad about telling the people closest to you, how it is. If they are that close to you they should take it as constructive criticism. its called being real and not letting people get away with stupid shit.
if only they would legalize weed.. the world would be a much better and probably safer place.
if only they would legalize weed.. the world would be a much better and probably safer place.
anyone make hip hop beats? or know someone that does?
I'm aching to make more music but I don't have the tools or patience to make beats.
In the past I have gotten beats from people I met online but since myspace has died out I haven't been finding anyone that is willing.
I'm not looking to pay, I'm looking to collaborate with someone and...
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I'm aching to make more music but I don't have the tools or patience to make beats.
In the past I have gotten beats from people I met online but since myspace has died out I haven't been finding anyone that is willing.
I'm not looking to pay, I'm looking to collaborate with someone and...
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minceir:
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/profile.php?id=510278571
Hope this helps, he is part of the medscollective
Hope this helps, he is part of the medscollective
minceir:
Friend! don't know if he is related or not, it would be nice though.
got a lead on a graphic design job here but im not getting my hopes up
been haven a lot of fun lately just hanging out with friends here and there
performed at a hip hip open mic the other night and it was a lot fun
soccer is over til winter session, if i do end up stayen in dekalb i want to coach...
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been haven a lot of fun lately just hanging out with friends here and there
performed at a hip hip open mic the other night and it was a lot fun
soccer is over til winter session, if i do end up stayen in dekalb i want to coach...
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xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo:
I only ever seem to get offered jobs when I don't need/want/care about them so maybe the same will hold true for you.
xhippykid:
What kind of graphic design work do you do?
Where should I move to next?
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xhippykid:
I always come back to Chicago after I leave. One thing I do know is that I'm not going back to Florida again. What a shit hole that state has become...lol.
dyspareunia:
Right here, baby.
I didn't start feeling normal again honestly until months after I stopped using.
ADD is really complex in how it works. I understand how you feel, because I think the same way about when I take Adderall. You feel completely different.
My issue is that I want to stop using drugs of any kind (legal and illegal), we'll see if I can pull that off.
Have you tried caffeine? it is a stimulant, a milder one yeah but it works the same as Adderall does.
Or maybe you should talk about getting back on it even outside of school? Everyone is different.