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so the new girl i am hanging with is nervous to have sex with me

when she first met me she called me a player and assumed i had been with lots of girls

i told her i only been about 6 and that made her feel a little better

mind you she is 27 and i am 23.

but she said she only been...
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neeeeon:
i've been in a 7 year relationship before... sex with a new person after that can be scary for sure. Maybe if you just take charge and make the move, she'll be down? That way she doesn't have time to be nervous about it. smile
u_dont_know_me:
I very much agree with Neeeeon. Willingness to take your time is good for everyone and allows time to heal from old wounds, but sometimes people need help tearing off the bandage.
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things are goen real good round here

got a lady friend and a new car with a sound system

heres a new song i recorded



yea boyyyyyyy
Mind Right by AnaLies
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franie:
Which girl is this one?
satire_:
I like the song. biggrin
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last night was awesome.

not so much crazy but a peaceful fun night.

Hung out with two of my friends and at this bar, played some good music on the jukebox. My friend was playen a slot machine they had at the bar and won $80 bucks! so he bought a few rounds of drinks for us which was awesome.

bout 10pm we left to...
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alkimi:
Babe ! That rocks. Gotta love no strings attached. Sounds like one hell of a good time!
saraberri:
why can't i meet that girl???? haha good for you, tho!
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i love friday the 13's.

tonight should be good wink I will report back
alkimi:
Definatly fucked me over.
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so i say i want to have more friends and that is for sure. But it is not quantity, it is quality. All i want is one good one. I have 2 really good ones but they are 8 hours away.

the more I hang out with people the more they disgust me. I like to get out and do things but most of the...
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endquire:
I can never really be myself, well that is changing now. I couldn't really be "myself". Now it seems inevitable that I will be. a friend I haven't heard from in a while texted me to in an uproar about the mosque being built by the world trade center site. I wrote her back an extended message explaining that I don't care, I am not racist, basically all religions are crimes against humanity, 99% of americans are an utter betrayal to the constitution and the founders so patriotism is bullshit, it is a fake controversy used to sell media and scare "blue collar" morons into doing whatever the republicans want them to do. She used the term sand niggers and I explained that human is going extinct because normal humans are worthless imbeciles who choose their extinction over growing into something of true greatness. She like all the rest of them are already dead and I am just here to watch them rot. I don't expect to hear from her ever again and I hope she realizes what a worthless object she is.
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so my birthday was fucking great. man i needed that.

I'm coming to really appreciate my "party friends" they might not be what im looking for but they are there for me.

So i hung with the crew. there are 5 of us. Bailey (me ex but ive know her since 7th grad) tara and josh (who are now a couple) and justin (young immature...
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alkimi:
Hellz yea. Thats a pretty killa birthday. Happy Birthday again.
tactical:
Thats awesome, Im glad you had fun
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went out last night for my friends 21st, it was alright. I mean it was a good night but i was just bummed. You know that saying in a crowded room but feel all alone, yea thats me. I have no connection with any of my "friends". Everybody just puts on a show and I hate it. I want realness, i dont care how shitty...
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bl8228:
Happy b-day!
jaybird:
That's Ohio. Move to Michigan! Live on the West coast, it's beautiful up here.
Happy Birthday!
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its my friends 21st bday tonight, hopefully he wont be to drunk to hit the bars up with me when i get off work, but looking forward to that. Now I have another bar buddy atleast but the sad thing is he has to go through cemo (sp?) for the next few months because he just had surgery to remove a cancerous tumor. frown He has...
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saraberri:
happy almost Bday smile
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i finally have a crush.

but it is based on about 10 seconds of interaction so who knows maybe she is an idiot

but she seemed nice from what i can tell, and she is hot

I saw her at the bar when i went with 3 of my friends. One of the people i was with was my ex and she was pretty tipsy...
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carnelian:
Just try to be calm? smile Im sure you will be fine
franie:
Call her up. You have serious game. Don't try to fake us out and make it look like you are nervous.winksmile
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it is this routine, it is killing my soul

i cant wake up and do the same shit everyday

i have no friend I can be like "hey, lets go do this"

shit man, how can i change this?

if only I had someone to do things with im sure i could find things to do, but doing things alone is no fun. Really my...
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waterfordman:
Stick with chat, there is a great group in there and you may even find some locals too
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ok....................

i got really drunk last night, todays gonna suck

if everything in my life is going just fine, how come i still hate living?

i hate getting up every morning and do the same shit everyday, i hate this world, i hate this town. i love people as much as i hate them.

taking a shower is even to much work. I am happy...
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carnelian:
you probably just need a change of scenery. I have to change my own world on average about every 6 months. I just go crazy you know? And I have life pretty good now too. Especially when you look back down the road I came from...So I'm just guessing. Maybe you need some fresh air.
carnelian:
smile I probably would be too. If I had nothing and no cats, I would just run around the country all the time. Constantly meeting new people doing odd jobs, bumming car rides!! maybe even hop a couple trains. I think its just part of my blood.