Ok this is me RANTING i don't mean to hurt anyone her. please read with a grain of salt.
OK i know my life has issues. I use this my blog and the web to vent about said issues. I don't ask anyone to support me unless they want to and i ask in return that no one point out said issues. I KNOW WHAT...
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OK i know my life has issues. I use this my blog and the web to vent about said issues. I don't ask anyone to support me unless they want to and i ask in return that no one point out said issues. I KNOW WHAT...
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Edit: I'm crashing... all of a sudden the rush of lonelyness comes back. Danm it danm it danm it. To make it worse my mind keeps jumping around to topics i don't want to think about... two of which i wont even right about... ARGHHH
So i have a few friends here in Rochester that i LOVE dearly.
One is Andrew. He's the one thats...
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So i have a few friends here in Rochester that i LOVE dearly.
One is Andrew. He's the one thats...
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remuemenage:
O Amy
I love you dearly - and I can't find anything but critical things to say to you (that you don't want to hear)
I worry about you
something isn't right in your life - and I can't put my finger on it
I could be sympathetic and supportive - but I don't think it would do you any good
I don't want to feed the monkey on your back
if that means the end of a friendship - it'll hurt ... but I won't participate. I won't encourage what I think is bad energy
I love you dearly - and I can't find anything but critical things to say to you (that you don't want to hear)
I worry about you
something isn't right in your life - and I can't put my finger on it
I could be sympathetic and supportive - but I don't think it would do you any good
I don't want to feed the monkey on your back
if that means the end of a friendship - it'll hurt ... but I won't participate. I won't encourage what I think is bad energy
Lonely.
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signcrash:
I know how you feel. I went to three gallery showings last night and came back feeling lonlier than when I left home.
toez:
i'm sorry
i'm sorry
ok kinda random but... i LOVE spending the night talking to random strangers.. and actually haveing a conversations.. it almost restores some hope for humanity
Thank you starburst
Thank you starburst
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gayballs:
"very hard nipples is right"
gayballs:
"very hard nipples is right"
So i kinda stayed up till 6am and then didn't wake up till 3:30pm- I blame Joker_C. Kidding of course. I just couldn't sleep. So today i've spent on line catching up with threads and friends... I think i'll take today off from life watch movies and scrape windows.
Yesterday Andrew almost killed me. He turned off the wrong braker to the chandalier i...
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Yesterday Andrew almost killed me. He turned off the wrong braker to the chandalier i...
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galaxy42:
...it won't fry you. It'll scare the shit out of you, but it won't fry you...
Trust me. I've had plenty of run ins with live wires.
Trust me. I've had plenty of run ins with live wires.
satom:
have a kit kat, take a break !
GO SEE 300!
oh and today was the first day in two weeks i haven't cried..
oh and i didn't die today... though i came kinda close.
oh and today was the first day in two weeks i haven't cried..
oh and i didn't die today... though i came kinda close.
gayballs:
I'm gonna see 300 tonight.
You didn't cry and you didn't die but did you orgasm?
You didn't cry and you didn't die but did you orgasm?
pikahyper:
isn't 300 wonderful!!!!!! I can't wait to see it again 
yay for no tears!!!! **big hug**
yay for no tears!!!! **big hug**
As of this point the wedding is on hold indefently unless someone wants to give me a few thousand dollars or buy my danm house.
i'm ...
i just want to...
I don't even get to get held my E.
i just want to fade in to the back ground.
please i'm begging someone just... hold me. rub my hair till i fall asleep.
i'm ...
i just want to...
I don't even get to get held my E.
i just want to fade in to the back ground.
please i'm begging someone just... hold me. rub my hair till i fall asleep.
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toez:
i'm sorry hun
you don't suck btw
you don't suck btw
hellomrworld:
i hope things improve first ...
so in other words you just need a presence that you feel comfortable with by your side
Its more then that.
Did you know that on avarage an american couple only touches eachother 2 times on a first date. Other countries have avarages in the 100s. We're so afraid to show affection we shy away from the most inocent of contact.
Personaly i'm an attention...
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Its more then that.
Did you know that on avarage an american couple only touches eachother 2 times on a first date. Other countries have avarages in the 100s. We're so afraid to show affection we shy away from the most inocent of contact.
Personaly i'm an attention...
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altamedic:
i would love to give you all the affection you can handle hun!!!!! but for now ill just give you this HUG!
remuemenage:
I'm sorry if I offended you - with my intimacy
I do want to know your physicality - but my intentions are pure
I don't mean to change our wonderful dynamic - which fills me with pleasure
I want to touch you physically and spiritually - not sexually
it would heal me to find my arms around you
I do want to know your physicality - but my intentions are pure
I don't mean to change our wonderful dynamic - which fills me with pleasure
I want to touch you physically and spiritually - not sexually
it would heal me to find my arms around you
Um I need.... something...
Not sex but human contact maybe.
Not cuddle but walking so close to someone you graze thier arm.
Not sex but human contact maybe.
Not cuddle but walking so close to someone you graze thier arm.
gayballs:
There's this girl I work with who is cute, but not really my type or anything. Anyway, every once in a while she'll come by and really, she's not flirting with me or anything, but just like out of affection (we're fast becoming friends) she'll quickly run her fingers up my back when she comes and asks me a question about work or whatever at my station. Anyway, that touch there makes me DIE.
remuemenage:
rub my shoulder, stretch my back, bend my knees, cross my legs
try drink, food, cigarettes - nothing seems to ease
I need contact - tac tac attack contact
-Peter Gabriel-
O love - I want to run my fingers through your hair, trace the curve of your hips with my palm, bury my nose in your neck
smell - touch - taste you
if that is wrong - I don't want to be right
try drink, food, cigarettes - nothing seems to ease
I need contact - tac tac attack contact
-Peter Gabriel-
O love - I want to run my fingers through your hair, trace the curve of your hips with my palm, bury my nose in your neck
smell - touch - taste you
if that is wrong - I don't want to be right
I talked to my mother in law tobe today... we made... half nice?
I don't know.. i still don't want to deal with the wedding there i still want it in cali.
I'm fighting some serious lonelyness tonight. thinking about the wedding and not being able to talk to E. is killing me. also i'm just... i don't know... what ever.. i was haveing a...
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I don't know.. i still don't want to deal with the wedding there i still want it in cali.
I'm fighting some serious lonelyness tonight. thinking about the wedding and not being able to talk to E. is killing me. also i'm just... i don't know... what ever.. i was haveing a...
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remuemenage:
the glasses are muy caliente lady
sorry you have the temperamental blues
unfortunately the only people who generally don't have fun around weddings are the bride & groom who have to sort out all the particulars to satisfy their various and sundry relatives as well as try to eke out a little glory
it is hard work
I hope you have a glorious moment for all the heartache that goes with the planning
and stave off loneliness (by chatting with me!)
love
remue1972
sorry you have the temperamental blues
unfortunately the only people who generally don't have fun around weddings are the bride & groom who have to sort out all the particulars to satisfy their various and sundry relatives as well as try to eke out a little glory
it is hard work
I hope you have a glorious moment for all the heartache that goes with the planning
and stave off loneliness (by chatting with me!)
love
remue1972
9005900:
Why are you up at 12:01AM?? Go to sleep!!!
Yup, the glasses are kewl!
Yup, the glasses are kewl!
Yah sound like yah can use a hug as well *hug*