So i stole my friends charger this evening to charge my 'puter. It was a good night filled with friends. Rona and josh. Haven't seen them in forever they make me laugh so hard i cry. its great.
Watched stranger then fiction with andrew and my josh... I played with his hair the entire movie and he leaned on my leg to let me.... Then... Read More
This weekend was exahusting. My mother came on sat. and we had friends and i think we watched TMNT. The whole thing is a blur of cleaning products abd paint but very little got done. I don't know it just wasn't fun.... at all.
Aparently i must be bitchy tonight cause E. made every attempt to get off the phone early. When i called him... Read More
today was kinda a day of very small disapointments.
I got a bedroom done on the house which is good but i hate working while others are standing around doing nothing.
Andrew got his car back but its not really fixed after the week he/we were without it.
hung out with friends while running earons which was fun.... But when we got home they started... Read More
You're not being selfish. You are just having the kind of self doubt and worry that everyone goes through. You ask yourself questions about your feelings and that is something most people don't do. That makes you pretty fucking grown up and aware in my book.
I think it is badd that no one bothered to help with house work. It sucks when some one crushes your ego by talking to you about some one else they like. At least you know why you are feeling the way your are.
OHMYBUDDY came last night. I told my roomate it was a gift from E. so he wouldn't ask what it was.
I tried it out but to no avail. its still very very pleasent
friends are comeing over tonight so that should be fun.
OH and werid thing. I can't get myself to have phone sex with... Read More
why does everyone insist that my marrage is a bad idea. It pisses me off but more then that it hurts. It hurts that people that wouldn't even consider a girl like me. (broken bruised and ugly) asume to... Read More
I need to try to put better vibes out in to the world. Then maybe fait/luck wont keep kicking my ass.
Whats the worst that happens we have a quicky ceremony in vegas where elvis gives me away?
I can live with cheesy as hell if i'm Mrs. E. Hell that may even be fun.
I have a house full of people... and i'm lonely. 
wow such a good dress for so cheap its amazing!!!!
:thumbs up:
Hey cutie, I found out how to work my phone cam.