so... just a side note.. everyone that says someting nice about me comments on my eyes... i hate them there are so many bad memories attached to them I just wish people saw more then just my bad memories. But of course no one understands this and why would they its not like i tell anyone... Bah
so for those that don't know. i'm blind...
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so for those that don't know. i'm blind...
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blue_richard:
Why are you so sad?
omeganightmare:
Hun, I know its hard to not think about the past and the reasons behind them...But Know that people see them as something beutiful and very much admire them. They mean no harm. *hug*
Ok so late last night in the wee hours I added the only pic i had of Me in Highschool. Its with M. I wrote about him earlier this month. So then i get up this morning and turn on my mp3player i have hooked up for my bathroom the first three songs were all ones he sent me. So he's on my mind today....
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ladylovelybrit:
i like that analogy, we are all bruised fruit. that is just so true. i like bush, and I love that song, it kinda stinks that it has to be attached to something that sad. thats what happens with me, all the songs that I was excited to share and hear get ruined for me...... 
badangela:
First loves are an amazing thing. Unfortunately you cant get back that wonderfull feeling your first love gives you. You are right we are all like bruised fruit which needs to be handled with care. You are very lucky if you find some one who will stay with you for ever who treats you with the care you need. Those songs are so sad yet beautiful at the same time.
I have so many things to do in the next two weeks. For those of you that don't know my mom and step father and E's family are comeing here for Thanksgiving. The house is kinda a mess and my mom is kinda a neat freak. So lots of cleaning and lots of holiday decorating. i'm not going home for christmas and its my last...
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remuemenage:
may you have a wonderful thanksgiving with your folks
... and I hope you know, your sextalk turns me on
... and I hope you know, your sextalk turns me on
I just don't get why the great guys like some that are on this site are alone when there are real bastards out ther that don't even understand how to comfort a girl with a headache. And i don't get why girls like me chase what we can't get and don't really want. I think we are all looking for the same things out of...
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blue_richard:
Sorry if i didn't ask about you're headache, I was worried about myself yesterday. That was really selfish of me.
I hope you fell better today
I hope you fell better today
ladylovelybrit:
that convo sounds like a lot of convos ive had, I wish I could sleep, i just feel like shit....so my sleep is ruined.....thank-you. , those things that you listed are all i want too....just to be loved.
, those things that you listed are all i want too....just to be loved.Where the hell are all of my panties... I just did laundrey and half of them are gone.... I think we have gnomes.. either that or the deer are eating them.
blue_richard:
I promise i never touched your panties!
Its been a long, long ... time
Its been a long, long ... time
When I was a kid I used to draw airplanes with stars and bars shooting down airplanes adorned with hammers and sickles. I bought a hundred water guns so I could save the world, saving my lunch money, stealing my father's quarters, dimes and nickels.
I discovered religion watching Luke Skywalker...
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Its been a long, long ... time
When I was a kid I used to draw airplanes with stars and bars shooting down airplanes adorned with hammers and sickles. I bought a hundred water guns so I could save the world, saving my lunch money, stealing my father's quarters, dimes and nickels.
I discovered religion watching Luke Skywalker...
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blue_richard:
Who's song is it?
I think my friends are comeing out of various fogs they were in .. that makes me happy. I'm lonely tonight but thats just cause i'm tierd. I hope you are all haveing wonderful days. And can i say that late night tv sucks... and X files is really stupid.
gayballs:
XFILES IS NOT STUPID!!!!!!!
amymay:
I actually heard them say you are under arrest for the suspition of murder....
And they had a killer pray on fat chicks -very low confedent, hollywood stereo typical- fat chicks. Why you ask cause he needed their body fat because of a vitumin dificiancy.. HE was a fat sucking vampire.
Seriously the show is stupid! However most things that are stupid are also entertaining so i guess it did its job.
And they had a killer pray on fat chicks -very low confedent, hollywood stereo typical- fat chicks. Why you ask cause he needed their body fat because of a vitumin dificiancy.. HE was a fat sucking vampire.
Seriously the show is stupid! However most things that are stupid are also entertaining so i guess it did its job.
So i went to bed an hour earlier then normal which i thought was a wonderful thing till i realised a friend i had hoped to talk to was signing on as i was signing off. Hate when that happens. But the good news is I'm now up 2 hours earlier then normal and my sleep schedual is headed in the right track. Its half...
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blue_richard:
Chill out, it's only water!
amymay:
lol I'm over it. and it wasn't the water it was the princaple of the thing.. really its very close to my house like five feet away is a backhow that goes from 11am to 6pm.. I think i just don't like desterbences.. my g~d i'm turning in to one of those old bitchy people... some one stop me quick .
Some times i just don't understand myself. I love E so much But i push him away and some times he just annoys the crap out of me because he's there and constently looking over my shoulder... Whats wrong with me... We watched this movie (American Dreamz) and at the begining the lead breaks up with a girl by saying your absolutley wonderful to me...
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remuemenage:
O Amymay
You are so lovely, even in your confusion
may the sun shine on you - you delicious womanchild
You are so lovely, even in your confusion
may the sun shine on you - you delicious womanchild
To day was nice. Did very little then went to wallyworld for stupid things needed for the big thanksgiving parent weekend thing we have going on. Then out to dinner to a kinda scary but really good chinies resturant. E. kissed me passionatly out side of the resturants to scare away some hickups... Was the best kiss i've gotten in a very long time
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omeganightmare:
oh which scary chinese food place? Sun Flower, Magic Wok, Hong Kong Restaraunt?
lobster_mobster:
Im guessing Magic Wok... It IS kinda creepy. Get ahold of me this week, lady, we need to organize a meeting of SG Lake County!! Cause now... there's...well, three of us... 