First off I hate my fucking Period. Ever three or so monthes I get really bad craps.. the kind where its hard to stand up without crying. They always seem to hit on the thierd day. Anyhow... Read More
it's where I was last week. It's a tough place to be if you're not used to discussing things openly. if you feel like leaving make sure he knows it so that he can get to work on the situation.
It's true, it really is only going to get worse if you don't do something. An ultimatum might be in order. If you're not happy though, and nothing changes, you're not going to get any happier.
This is why i hate when people promise me things and give time... Open ended i can fool myself in to believeing but when people set times i expect them to stick to them... silly me. what ever off to cook dinner.
So... Today was a blur and looking back i don't know why. My sister wants us to come down to vegas for X-mas... im really nervouse about it.. I just don't know. I haven't seen them in years and my father is going to be there. Pluss money is tight and i dont' know how much we would have for gifts.
OH........MY...........GOD!!! I finally found someone whos like me!! ha ha ha....You suffer from this crap as well huh? I don't know if its like fear of sleep or what...Right now....at this moment...it is 4:35 am and I have a full day of classes tomorrow morning starting at 9:30!!!!
am I an idiot or what?
I think I'll be chatting with you ms....
I'm off to take a shower and wash the stench of sadness and defeate off my tierd body. If i'm lucking it will be what i need to get my head back on straight.
Edit: Fuck i think i fucked up again... that answers that one..
So i stayed up till 3 am hopeing to talk to someone but when they showed up they had plans and head to go.. I'm such a looser why do i even bother.. On the up side i did have a nice conversation with Msjune which was really nice. Though it braught up soo many memories i don't like thinking about.. so i'm feeling a... Read More
well i'm glad msjune kept you company. she is an amazing lady.
i hope you feel better sweetie. i hear you on the running and not stopping.
i wish all of psw could be in one place. THAT is where i belong.
NOt much to repeat today... I'm grumpy cause i'm getting sick... The puppy is peeing and pooping everywhere cause he doesn't like the danm rain. But a shower made me feel a bit better and the dog is calming down. I really have not done a thing today i feel like a loaf but i have been able to talk to some friends... I feel... Read More
E ended up taking me to that Irish place after all. The kitchen was mostly closed but the let us get apatizers. It was yummy. We had Hard irish cider. That stuff is kick ass I loved it. Had a bit to much but oops. came home and chatted while E went back to WoW. Watched Dukes of Hazard the movie.. I know she's dumb... Read More
amy your rape fantasy isn't dark to me, i have the same fantasies, i have always had fantasies of men raping me, i don't really understand it, but it is definitely a turn on for me.
wow, yeah i just ended up not talking to my crush and left feeling stupid, oh well i need to grow up. oooooooh you've already read about my accent boy crush....LOL. im definitely with you there.
I'm in love with someone and he is in love with me. Sigh. It is not perfect but it works for now and hopefully forever too. Thank you for your kind words and don't let me being a drama queen fool you. I'm just not used to being away from home. I will get over this once I am here for good and working.
Today has been intersting. Woke up completely stressed and kinda never stopped till E got home. They shut off our water again.. I hate construction people. Anyhow it just got me all worked up and the puppy was biteing me all day.. My hair my feet .. he just wanted to play but I wasn't in the mood... I'm going to be a horrable mother.... Read More
ok. first off. temple?
second. it's about time he laid some fucking pipe! i mean, you can only play wow for a certain amount of time before you forget how to actually do it.
fuck the friends from home. if they go and have kids and ge married so be it. you are you. do things you want to do at your own pace. trust me, from the sound of it, that puppy is gonna need a lot more attention than you thought.
if he isn't into freaky shit in the bedroom then i have no idea what to tell you.
