Ummm so i'm back in Calif. The plain was ok got to see the episode of miami CSI with the suicide girls. It was very hot and i think the guy sitting next to me got a charge out of my drooling.
I'm back in reality again. The dog didn't have one accedent while i was gone but managed to pee three times inside again.... Read More
i'm sitting in the airport... waiting to go home and contimplating the meaning of the term home... is it where the heart is where your stuff is or your family. Right now i think i'm homeless. I'm starting to have friends in Sac and E. is there and my stuff. But it doesn't feel like my life is there. Catagogo said something about comeing back... Read More
I hear you...we've moved around so much since we moved in together that I sometimes forget what city I'm in haha. But to me, Jeff is home. Where he is, that's home to me...well, him and the kitties
In Nevada I'm trying to find chapels in Carson City. Jeff's grandparents can't travel very much, so we're doing the wedding close to them. Jeff has a certain one in mind, and I've tried and tried to find it online, but I can't, so I don't know how to plan for it until I see it and know more. I did find ONE in that city online, but it limits the guest list to 25...and that's gonna hurt a LOT of feelings.
Not many people have heard these words from me since Jeff and I got engaged and started planning the small wedding...but I would give almost anything for a big wedding. I know that the small one is going to be wonderful, and I don't exactly regret it, I just wish we could do more.
I started writting this while waiting for a friend to pick me up. its not even close to done but i thought i should post it before i loose all momentum on it. Its not good writting its just truthful.
OK so this may be a long ass blog or it may be a short one.
So while laying in bed i asked E. what would you think if i went with them tomarrow? He jumped up and asked them if they had room for me. I taused and turned and finaly desided to go. THat was at 3:30am By 10am i was packed by... Read More
It sounds like a good decision to have a break away from E. Sounds like you needed it. Dont cry because of a friends blog unless your crying because you are happy. have a great rest of your holiday
Do i go back with my friends to NY to see my family for a few days and check on things there or do i stay
it will only caust about 250 round trip!
Do i stay or do i go.
OK NEW DAYS ARE GOOD! I've done very little today. I slept in till... Read More
fucking goooooooo! go home, see your mom and family and friends. you have been talking about how couped up you feel and have nobody to do things with. here is your getaway. maybe it will snow when you get here!
thanks for your support. I wish I could offer you words of wisdom about your relationshjp - but I think you have to come to these decisions yourself. trust your heart.
I think a trip to New York to be with your family would do you good - so I vote for that
ok so its 2007 and i didn't hear from my mom which means i'm going to get bitched at
I am also really drunk after drinking a bottle of zinendale in 20 min. alone durring a game of asshole. I stared getting realy bitchy and mean so i had to stop and walk away. Its the first time i've ever been a mean drunk and... Read More
20 minutes?
Damn, woman... what are you trying to do to yourself??
I agree with everyone else that's posted a comment on the path you are taking in your life with E. and life in general. ...just don't do your soul searching while playing "asshole"... it tends to distort reality a bit.
Aw, beeb. Everyone has their moments, Ive never been a mean drunk either, never will be, but on a rare few occasions Ive gotten bitchy and rude, or sad and mopey once Ive had a few. It doesnt mean that that's going to dictate how you are every time you drink. Try your best not to stress about it.
Yay they got here around 5am this early morning. We spent the day talking and playing bordgames. Its just nice to have them around. Makes me very happy and very sad at the same time. i somewhat think maybe i should go home with them for like a week. Just to ... say goodbye to it and see my mom again. Pipe dreams. Any how... Read More
So this is about the time i normally add a new blog but i honestly don't have anyidea what to say. I cleaned today and E. took me out to a craptastic dinner.
Our friends from NY should be here some time ... soonish i guess. (they suck at estimateing time) I can't wait to see them but i'm kinda feeling more home sick the... Read More
Talk about the past: high school, vacations, future plans for vacations . . .and oh yeah, what he said; Jack Daniels (Gentleman Jack if you're close friends)