amymay

So I got randomly horney and thought to share it with E. 3 minutes later he was done and i was... disapointed. A while later i tried to start things up again but pushed me away saying something about a stuffy nose. Talk about rejection. It feels like the more i try the more i fail, and the more i fall apart inside. Well in a strange way he did take care of my hornyness... i don't think i'll be horney for a long time. I think i'm done with everything that has to do with the heart or the pussy. I know your all going to say oh its ok... i shouldn't feel rejected.. but.. maybe if i was something more then he would love/want/appreate me more. Maybe i'm just being selfish. All of last two weeks i kept telling myself it was my hormones- its not. its me or its we.

on another note- I need your NAMES and Addresses I'm sending out X mas Cards a bit late. Guess lucky for me its the thought that counts.