ok an updarte.. Ive been makeing a consentrated effort to force myself to do something artist ever sence i started this thread. I started with writing then moved to scetches and today i started a piece with actual paint.. I sketch with paint because it just feels wright to me most of the time. and it felt wonderderful. It was going well too... untill i got to the face... It used to be my thing now..I froze. Every stroke is wrong. I hope i'll work through it but for now she's stairing at me with eyes that aren't there and i'm on the floor in a heap crying... danm

gayballs:
faces are hard. always.
amymay:
But they used to be my thing... People cried at my portraites now i cry at my portraits