I feel like sobbing in a corner. Burrying my head in the sand and not comeing out till it feels good to breath again.
No i'm not sick i'm just not feeling ... right.
I want some one that will fight for me. Fight for my attention. when i run and hide i want some one that will run after me. He'll sit by me... Read More
I so very much wanted the feeling of this weekend to go on all week but insted i find my self tearing up all day. What the hell is wrong with me? Its over nothing too fucking songs and my mother and stupid shit that i should not be crying over like friends i miss.
FUCK
this is makeing me angry
PMS... Yeah, I know that one. Today I got all pissed at my Bad News Boy over something totally trivial and then burst into tears later because there was a little dead kitty at the side of the road. And Im craving ice cream. Pints and pints of ice cream.
I have SOOOO much to say about this weekend. But it can pretty much all be summed up in a few lines so here it goes.
SF is a beautiful city.
I haven't felt so at home and comfy in my skin in a long ass time.
I haven't laughed so much or so had in a long ass time.
Curry rocks my world
Thank... Read More
oh and more about this:
Speaking of paintings.... Anyone want to email me a picture of them orgasaming. Females only please. I want to do a series of just faces durring intence arowsel and orgasam. What is more beautiful, telling, honest or raw? If it doesn't get shown or sold in the first... Read More
I intended to write about my birthday... but it was pretty much like everyother day. E. got me beautiful flower which only happens about once a month and he watched a movie and House with me curled up on the couch that happens even less. I actually spent the majority of my day cleaning.
when did birthdays become like everyother day. I remember a time... Read More
happy belated birthday. I am sorry it wasn't special. Mine is going to be going to Nicolinis and Italian restaurant with a few firends so that will be nice. I will have to think a bit abut giving you pictures of me when I orgasim. I will get back to you about that.
I'm glad you like my photography - as for being breezy and relaxed ... that's just my style
the occasion is that I just got around to downloading a bunch of photography from last Summer and thought I would share it with my SG friends ... and partly because my academic schedule has stifled my words and I didn't have anything particular to say, but I wanted to update
unlike you I don't like to talk directly about my life - I do so occasionally but not too often ... so I have to find topics elsewhere to expound on, and I haven't had the time to think about anything but schoolwork lately.
I miss our chats on yahoo - I need to get on more, because I know you are usually on. it lifts my spirits to feel your realtime energy
it is a sure sign that you have finally entered adulthood when birthdays become lackluster - remembering that you are getting older loses its allure when you see your youth eroding ever more quickly behind you. my birthday is not an occasion of joy but an occasion of wonder ... of wonder that I have become so old so quickly and with so little to show for it
planning for a wedding is an occasion of happiness - and I'm glad you are enjoying it
I love your idea for an orgasmic portrait series - it is an instant of pure release, the little death ... it is one of the pleasures of being human
your own O-face photography has always inspired and stimulated me - I feel like through them I get to share fully in your delicious womanity
sorry for the length of this reply - apparently I have alot to say to you
I've had sooo much on my mind lately i hardly known where to start. So i did what i always do when things get overwhelming i hid.... This time it was in a book, next time will be this painting i've been stairing at for far to long.
Speaking of paintings.... Anyone want to email me a picture of them orgasaming. Females only please. I... Read More
Happy Belated Birthday!
If you already don't know about it, you might want to check the website:BeautifulAgony. It's all about faces of people orgasming.
Last night we went to temple and it SUCKED. The Rabbi is away and congragation has made its self a mockery of its self. It was like walking in to a church. Im sure for some of you thats not a bad thing but for me its ... fake and a lack of soul.
They gave themeselves a chior with purple robes. And sang to... Read More
I haven't been to a Temple in about 18 months; although I attend catholic masses regularly. Yeah, I'm kinda of mixed - my mom was catholic and my dad was jewish, but raised catholic.
I usually cry at silent prayer. It's good for the soul my friend.
I spent the last two days trying to get my mind off the "friend' and the net. Its not really working but i do have a studio that feels like my own space so thats good! Pics to come.
in the spirit of space where do you feel most like yourself?
Wow...good question! I guess if I had to pick a place, it would be my kitchen. But mostly when I'm around my friends...not even so much my family...I feel the most like myself. Believe it or not, I feel more like myself around Jeff's family than my own...
I'm annoyed
( i know i'm always annoyed about something and your tierd of hearing it. Well I'm sorry but i'm annoyed on the computer so i don't have to be annoyed around the people that are here infront of me. So here i'll spoil it)
Well it sounds to me like he doesn't deserve a friend as cool as you. (Even though that sounded a bit less corny in my head). You really are awesome from what I've seen, and if it's too much for him, if he can't handle the coolness...he should just piss off.
Favorite thing to wear? My star pj pants and a green day tshirt with Jeff's insanely blue sweathshirt
So i had a long post planned but i just don't feel like writtin it. Lots going on in this head of mine.
Oh and today i started classes.
Edit: if you had to pick two people to live (no one famous) who would they be?
Edit for clearification: this is a continuance of the last question. THe world is ending and you get to... Read More
Thanks Miss Amymay
And those invitations are beautiful!