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so in other words you just need a presence that you feel comfortable with by your side

Its more then that.
Did you know that on avarage an american couple only touches eachother 2 times on a first date. Other countries have avarages in the 100s. We're so afraid to show affection we shy away from the most inocent of contact.

Personaly i'm an attention...
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altamedic:
i would love to give you all the affection you can handle hun!!!!! but for now ill just give you this HUG!
remuemenage:
I'm sorry if I offended you - with my intimacy

I do want to know your physicality - but my intentions are pure

I don't mean to change our wonderful dynamic - which fills me with pleasure

I want to touch you physically and spiritually - not sexually

it would heal me to find my arms around you
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Um I need.... something...

Not sex but human contact maybe.
Not cuddle but walking so close to someone you graze thier arm.
gayballs:
There's this girl I work with who is cute, but not really my type or anything. Anyway, every once in a while she'll come by and really, she's not flirting with me or anything, but just like out of affection (we're fast becoming friends) she'll quickly run her fingers up my back when she comes and asks me a question about work or whatever at my station. Anyway, that touch there makes me DIE.
remuemenage:
rub my shoulder, stretch my back, bend my knees, cross my legs
try drink, food, cigarettes - nothing seems to ease
I need contact - tac tac attack contact


-Peter Gabriel-

O love - I want to run my fingers through your hair, trace the curve of your hips with my palm, bury my nose in your neck

smell - touch - taste you

if that is wrong - I don't want to be right
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I talked to my mother in law tobe today... we made... half nice?

I don't know.. i still don't want to deal with the wedding there i still want it in cali.


I'm fighting some serious lonelyness tonight. thinking about the wedding and not being able to talk to E. is killing me. also i'm just... i don't know... what ever.. i was haveing a...
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remuemenage:
the glasses are muy caliente lady

sorry you have the temperamental blues

unfortunately the only people who generally don't have fun around weddings are the bride & groom who have to sort out all the particulars to satisfy their various and sundry relatives as well as try to eke out a little glory

it is hard work

I hope you have a glorious moment for all the heartache that goes with the planning

and stave off loneliness (by chatting with me!)

love kiss

remue1972
9005900:
Why are you up at 12:01AM?? Go to sleep!!!

Yup, the glasses are kewl!

smile
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The flights was long but un eventful. There were a few rocks in the boat but nothing worse then a bumpy road.

I'm SOOO very lucky Andrew will be around to give me help and rides. He's such a wonderful friend. And i just found out for sure he'll be comeing to live with us in cali. after all this is done and over with....
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toez:
Good luck with everything, hopefully it'll be at least a little fun! Try to stay away from those burning cars though ok? We want you back in one pice wink

Have fun!
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Tonight is SOO going to suck. I have a 10 hour trip .... and a hang over...
Please wish me luck...
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toez:
good luck!! have a safe trip hun!
reverendash:
Good luck smile
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so we tried to talk to his parents tonight.. It didn't go so hot. I ended up telling them they had a horrable family that didn't know how to talk to eachother. I don't know if they will ever forgive me for that one. Oh wel
Then E. and i made the rediculous ideal to get drunk. It felt great for about an hour then...
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toez:
sober up kid smile things will turn out...i can see it in the stars.
blue_richard:
Take care.
Trust me booze isn't the answer kiss
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Well the good news is im 90% packed.
The bad news is i went to bed around 1am its now 5 have I slept..... Nope.
So i got up finish up some other things on my list for tomarrow...
Bed sounds soooo good but everytime my head hits the pillow my eyelids fly open with virtual toothpicks holding them up. Its like that horrable scene...
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galaxy42:
"There was me that is Alex, and my three droogs, that is Pete, Georgie Boy and Dim. And we sat in the Korova Milk Bar trying to make up our rassoodocks what to do with the evening."
blue_richard:
Some of the scenes in A Clockwork Orange were filmed in the town where i live smile
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I leave friday night... i have to figure out how to fit tools clothes and liveing supplies in two suitcases that can't weight over 50 pounds... ummm i'm thinking a thierd suitcase is in order even if its going to caust me $50.

I've been looking forward to this trip secretly and not so secretly. But now that its almost here... with the wedding thing......
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toez:
tongue @ stress...makes me wanna puke
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I told my mom about the wedding thing... her biggest consern was that we weren't changeing the wedding to have it next to HER in Upstate NY.... WTF doesn't anyone care what We want...


I'm ready to just say fuck it all.
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9005900:
That sucks! mad
panthro:
it's amazing how many inconsiderate pricks turn up when a wedding is being planned!
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I have so much stress built up about this wedding thing that i feel like i swallowed a pot of coffee yet i'm completely exahusted.


we did talk to him mom today which pretty much blamed everything on his dad...

His dad wouldn't get on the phone to talk.

and like always things had to be on his time schedual...


if your confused read the...
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jericho:
I thought your PSW set was amazing...you are totally hot yummyness! biggrin
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My wedding is DOOMED. I'm not being overly drama queen here. I mean if I choice to get married to E. The wedding day is DOOMED.
This is going to be a long ass rant but you might get a laugh out of how bad parents can get around a wedding.

But before you read it let me give you some back ground. E's parents...
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panthro:
i will graciously keep my opinons to myself on this subject. i will say one word to describe it. FUBAR.

and the pus pus looks amazing. seriously, amazing.
toez:
dude....seriously...run away to tahoe or something!!! or better yet, how's may 13th sound? double wedding??
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Im board
I'm board out of my fucking mind!
And i'm so fucking loney
And tierd of being alone when i'm in the house with some one.

Tonight I tried to make two moves on E. He turned be down flat both times.
A half hour later he made a move on me. So i turned him down.
I'm not only going to fuck him...
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grady31:
* HUG*