Saturday Mar 17, 2007

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ummm i don't know what to say.
I laid on josh all night so i feel all comfy and warm.
Heard this song and it braught back memories from LONG ago... i miss people.
House sucks.

Friday Mar 16, 2007

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Last post--->Bad day... broke down and cried most of the day.
Friends are over playing a game i care nothing about.
hoped in chat... no one noticed..

So to update. Friends stayed till 3. I layed my head on josh's shoulder which was comforting untill he burst my bubble by telling us he can't come to cali with us. Which leaves us with one driver...
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Thursday Mar 15, 2007

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Bad day... broke down and cried most of the day.
Friends are over playing a game i care nothing about.
hoped in chat... no one noticed..
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willowcellardoor:
kiss Hope you cheer up dear.
pikahyper:
I said hi !!! You didn't join into the conversations much frown you shoulda im'ed me

**big hug**

Thursday Mar 15, 2007

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umm... i hate this house...
bleh day. skull



Edit. Sexualy Personal if you don't want to know don't read.

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
I just spent the last danm two hours trying to cum... and i just can't.
I'm so frustrated with myself and some how in this head of mine i have this translateing in to i'm not good enough for anyone... WTF

It was...
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toez:
you my dear, are a good friend smile
gayballs:
cumming rules. you'll git'r'done soon

Wednesday Mar 14, 2007

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So i finished the recroom/attic clean up today... if things continue this slow i've very screwed. but it feels GREAT to have one room off my list. (and its the largest room) Pics i hope to come.


Josh came over tonight to hang out. He told some stories about being home apparently he met this 6ft. stripper that his friend ended up hooking up with.......
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gnomef0cker:
you look like clio.
toez:
yay for good days!!!

Monday Mar 12, 2007

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Ok this is me RANTING i don't mean to hurt anyone her. please read with a grain of salt.

OK i know my life has issues. I use this my blog and the web to vent about said issues. I don't ask anyone to support me unless they want to and i ask in return that no one point out said issues. I KNOW WHAT...
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badangela:
I always read your rants. I think this is the best place to be able to do that. I lke to comment when I think I have something worth while to say. Keep on ranting I enjoy reading your rants. I also think to some degree every one thrives on attention to some extent and so we should we wouldn't be human if we didn't. Stay honest kiss
omeganightmare:
thankx, I hope it will help too.

Yah sound like yah can use a hug as well *hug*

Sunday Mar 11, 2007

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Edit: I'm crashing... all of a sudden the rush of lonelyness comes back. Danm it danm it danm it. To make it worse my mind keeps jumping around to topics i don't want to think about... two of which i wont even right about... ARGHHH


So i have a few friends here in Rochester that i LOVE dearly.

One is Andrew. He's the one thats...
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remuemenage:
O Amy

I love you dearly - and I can't find anything but critical things to say to you (that you don't want to hear)

I worry about you

something isn't right in your life - and I can't put my finger on it

I could be sympathetic and supportive - but I don't think it would do you any good

I don't want to feed the monkey on your back

if that means the end of a friendship - it'll hurt ... but I won't participate. I won't encourage what I think is bad energy

Saturday Mar 10, 2007

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Lonely.
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signcrash:
I know how you feel. I went to three gallery showings last night and came back feeling lonlier than when I left home.
toez:
frown i'm sorry

Saturday Mar 10, 2007

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ok kinda random but... i LOVE spending the night talking to random strangers.. and actually haveing a conversations.. it almost restores some hope for humanity
Thank you starburst
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gayballs:
"very hard nipples is right"
gayballs:
"very hard nipples is right"

Friday Mar 09, 2007

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So i kinda stayed up till 6am and then didn't wake up till 3:30pm- I blame Joker_C. Kidding of course. I just couldn't sleep. So today i've spent on line catching up with threads and friends... I think i'll take today off from life watch movies and scrape windows.

Yesterday Andrew almost killed me. He turned off the wrong braker to the chandalier i...
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galaxy42:
...it won't fry you. It'll scare the shit out of you, but it won't fry you...

Trust me. I've had plenty of run ins with live wires.
satom:
have a kit kat, take a break !

Friday Mar 09, 2007

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GO SEE 300!



oh and today was the first day in two weeks i haven't cried..
oh and i didn't die today... though i came kinda close.
gayballs:
I'm gonna see 300 tonight.

You didn't cry and you didn't die but did you orgasm?
pikahyper:
isn't 300 wonderful!!!!!! I can't wait to see it again biggrin

yay for no tears!!!! **big hug**

Wednesday Mar 07, 2007

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As of this point the wedding is on hold indefently unless someone wants to give me a few thousand dollars or buy my danm house.



i'm ...
i just want to...
I don't even get to get held my E.

i just want to fade in to the back ground.


please i'm begging someone just... hold me. rub my hair till i fall asleep.

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toez:
i'm sorry hun

you don't suck btw
hellomrworld:
i hope things improve first ...
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