amplexus23

so, I can now say I've felt your..."pain"?

Yesterday at the Atomic cafe for my customary everything bagel with peanut butter, I looked over to the window tables, and there was a girl. no, scratch that, a woman...a vision of blond and puffy lips, half lidded eyes, funky clothes and, I'm sure she smelled wonderful. well, after a good 5 seconds of eye contact, I looked away.. when I looked back, I saw her eyes go down, from my eyes, all the way to my feet, and then back up to my eyes again!

I was checked out! there was no apology in her eyes, no sheepish grin, just a look that conveyed knowledge of thing that perhaps I didn't know! on my way out, it happenned again, and then a THIRD TIME as I walked down the sidewalk in front.

I've never had this happen before...i mean, I'd like to think it happens all the time, and I just don't notice. and, before anyone(of the two of you who read this) suggest it, no, my fly wasn't down, there wasn't any toilet paper stuck to my foot, my clothes were clean, and about as wrinkled as usual...

maybe it's the novelty, and I'm sure it had something to do with her being totally hot...but I thought it was a turn on! now, if you weren't me and you didn't have a truly amazing girl at home already, would you have gone and talked to her, asked her if the other seat at the table was available? would you have flashed her? asked her "what the fuck are you lookin' at?" or was the most pleasure possible derived from the unrealized potential?

sigh. either way, I liked it.