thank god *the sun* is out.
I was beginning to feel transparent, washed out and cold. the greyness was seeping through me like cold through a windowpane on a december night. All this darkness makes me pine for the night, but I need warmth, and I'm not gonna get any for a looong time. I woke up to a headache but everything's gonn be okay...
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I was beginning to feel transparent, washed out and cold. the greyness was seeping through me like cold through a windowpane on a december night. All this darkness makes me pine for the night, but I need warmth, and I'm not gonna get any for a looong time. I woke up to a headache but everything's gonn be okay...
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well, well, well.
I just dicovered that a fantastique time is to be had just 5 hours away.
on another note, any of you musicians? I am looking for someone to collaborate with.
too tired to type any more,
later
I just dicovered that a fantastique time is to be had just 5 hours away.
on another note, any of you musicians? I am looking for someone to collaborate with.
too tired to type any more,
later
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kayla_:
when are you coming to california?
silencenoir:
So from reading yours and Saruman's journal, I take it you had a great time in Montreal, eh? I'm glad 
I couldn't help out too much, sorry about that. I'm not actually from there, just have family over there. Tried to ask my man but when I did it was too late, you had already left.
Anyhow miss hearing from you! Hope you're well and all that good stuff.
I couldn't help out too much, sorry about that. I'm not actually from there, just have family over there. Tried to ask my man but when I did it was too late, you had already left.
Anyhow miss hearing from you! Hope you're well and all that good stuff.
life on the road, cheap hotels and rental cars....strange people and strange bars. I sometimes revel in the anonymity of it all the newness and the possibility...when you are all alone and far away from home do you act differently? I don't. I guess I'm lucky(?) to be able to be myself when I;m home, so I don't fell th eneed to "cut loose" when...
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saruman:
There are some places between sherbrooke and mt-royal on St Laurent that come to mind to. My late-20s early 30s anglo hipster freinds tend to go to a place called blizzart, it's on st-laurent and they have something that might interest you.
http://www.spectacle.ca/groove/Venue.exl/id/1076
All the really huge clubs and after hours center around ste catherine street especially east of the main (st-laurent) all the way to the end of the (gay) village.
As I also mentionned, a lot of the university crowd hangs out on Crescent street. So much that it's almost a joke. Irish pubs abound on Bishop, one street east.
If you have money to burn, the two blocks north of sherbrooke on st-laurent should cover that.
Strip Clubs (they're a common attraction to Montreal) are usually on ste-catherine. The farther east from the main you go, the seedier.
There are tons of good places for beers. Of course the irish pubs are amongst them but there's also all the brewpubs and quite a few cheap bar (and dives.)
St-Laurent street is anglo central, second only to Crescent in english unilinguism. St-Denis is french central.
Mont-Royal is an interesting street to shop or eat on. Much variety depending on where on the street you go.
Ste-Catherine is probably the busiest shopping street in Montreal. Around University and a few block west, all the high-end stores abound.
If you'll be driving, the fastest way to cut through downtown (outside rush hour) is rene-levesque, one block south ot ste-catherine, it's wide and not a one way. The orange metro line follows under the blocks directly south of the street. The Green metro line follows Maisonneuve (one block north of ste-catherine.)
If you take the subway (metro,) it closes at 1h30 on week-ends, bar close at 3. Cab fare to downtown from anywhere you'd want to go out would be between 6 and 12$, including a couple dollar of tips. Night buses suck and DUI will land you in jail, at least overnight. Of course, Downtown, you can always walk.
So, hmm, questions?
http://www.spectacle.ca/groove/Venue.exl/id/1076
All the really huge clubs and after hours center around ste catherine street especially east of the main (st-laurent) all the way to the end of the (gay) village.
As I also mentionned, a lot of the university crowd hangs out on Crescent street. So much that it's almost a joke. Irish pubs abound on Bishop, one street east.
If you have money to burn, the two blocks north of sherbrooke on st-laurent should cover that.
Strip Clubs (they're a common attraction to Montreal) are usually on ste-catherine. The farther east from the main you go, the seedier.
There are tons of good places for beers. Of course the irish pubs are amongst them but there's also all the brewpubs and quite a few cheap bar (and dives.)
St-Laurent street is anglo central, second only to Crescent in english unilinguism. St-Denis is french central.
Mont-Royal is an interesting street to shop or eat on. Much variety depending on where on the street you go.
Ste-Catherine is probably the busiest shopping street in Montreal. Around University and a few block west, all the high-end stores abound.
If you'll be driving, the fastest way to cut through downtown (outside rush hour) is rene-levesque, one block south ot ste-catherine, it's wide and not a one way. The orange metro line follows under the blocks directly south of the street. The Green metro line follows Maisonneuve (one block north of ste-catherine.)
If you take the subway (metro,) it closes at 1h30 on week-ends, bar close at 3. Cab fare to downtown from anywhere you'd want to go out would be between 6 and 12$, including a couple dollar of tips. Night buses suck and DUI will land you in jail, at least overnight. Of course, Downtown, you can always walk.
So, hmm, questions?
saruman:
So, how was Montreal? ;-)
well, what an awful week.
I had to fess up to my girl about my little "indiscretion" this summer, and although I had always planned to, my hand got forced, and I had to tell her earlier than I wanted. she was BULLSHIT!! ugh. I'm not going to lose her, but I'll be in the doghouse for a looooong time...I may even have to leave...
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I had to fess up to my girl about my little "indiscretion" this summer, and although I had always planned to, my hand got forced, and I had to tell her earlier than I wanted. she was BULLSHIT!! ugh. I'm not going to lose her, but I'll be in the doghouse for a looooong time...I may even have to leave...
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jia:
heavens, that's no good. i hope you two sort it out.
blasfemme:
i'm thinking and sending the best thoughts your way. i really hope the two of you work it out. i lost my marriage due to a similar thing and it makes me sad to think that although i was wrong for my indiscretion, my marriage wasn't strong enough to survive it. 
i know you guys aren't married but love should always be the same...
*hugs*
i know you guys aren't married but love should always be the same...
*hugs*
I hear the train a comin'; it's rollin' 'round the bend,
And I ain't seen the sunshine since I don't know when.
I'm stuck at Folsom Prison and time keeps draggin' on.
But that train keeps rollin' on down to San Antone.
When I was just a baby, my mama told me, "Son,
Always be a good boy; don't ever play with guns."
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And I ain't seen the sunshine since I don't know when.
I'm stuck at Folsom Prison and time keeps draggin' on.
But that train keeps rollin' on down to San Antone.
When I was just a baby, my mama told me, "Son,
Always be a good boy; don't ever play with guns."
But I...
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alisa:
where the heck are you????
silencenoir:
where are you hiding???
Going to see chuck Pahlaniuk speak tonite!
kayla_:
LJG:LWKUET#@%#!!
*HATE*
*HATE*
Random fact # 517
I actually can only come during morning sex. okay, not so bad...except my girlfiend dosen't do morning sex. ever. period. le sigh...this leads to my not wanting sex as often as her = tension....
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So use all that is called Fortune. Most men gamble with her, and gain all, and lose all, as her wheel rolls. But do thou leave...
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I actually can only come during morning sex. okay, not so bad...except my girlfiend dosen't do morning sex. ever. period. le sigh...this leads to my not wanting sex as often as her = tension....
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corvus_pdx:
I already posted this on the boards, but I think it bears repeating.
I say dump the broad, sounds like she's only concerned about her own sexual satisfaction.
If she doesn't care enough to make sure you're satisfied she's not worth your time.
And then she has the balls to complain that you're not satisfying her?
Run man, Run as far and as fast as you possibly can..
She'll suck the very life out of you.
thus says the voice of experience.
I say dump the broad, sounds like she's only concerned about her own sexual satisfaction.
If she doesn't care enough to make sure you're satisfied she's not worth your time.
And then she has the balls to complain that you're not satisfying her?
Run man, Run as far and as fast as you possibly can..
She'll suck the very life out of you.
thus says the voice of experience.
silencenoir:
I definitly don't like morning sex....that makes me grumpy. and I want my SLEEP. other than that....bring it on.
to ya... talk soon.
to ya... talk soon.If you're happy and you know it shake your rump!
If you're happy and you know it shake your rump!
If you're happy and you know it and you really wanna show it....
If you're happy and you know it shake your rump!
If you're happy and you know it shake your rump!
If you're happy and you know it and you really wanna show it....
If you're happy and you know it shake your rump!
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kayla_:
oh ...my....god...
twasbrillag that brought me back.
to when i was like...11.
thanks.
twasbrillag that brought me back.
to when i was like...11.
thanks.
kayla_:
your answer to #8 makes me 
you even more.
you even more.oh, man.
a blazing fire on a beach on an island populated by 8 of your very closest friends, watching the moon rise,set.
such beauty in the workld...why do we all go to such pains to cover it, smash it, stub it out...
I am rejuvenated and whole.
random fact: I havent worn underwear since I was 12 years old. (with the exception of a...
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a blazing fire on a beach on an island populated by 8 of your very closest friends, watching the moon rise,set.
such beauty in the workld...why do we all go to such pains to cover it, smash it, stub it out...
I am rejuvenated and whole.
random fact: I havent worn underwear since I was 12 years old. (with the exception of a...
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kayla_:
hmmm 
so, this weekend I am off to camp on an Island off tthe Maine Coast!! problem is, i'm going with a bunch of lunatics. then again, I'm a loonie too, so...
thanks for the inspirational ideas. I need to get out to museums and shows more. I work at an art college, you'd think I'd be more active!
I just figured out (after nearly 5...
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thanks for the inspirational ideas. I need to get out to museums and shows more. I work at an art college, you'd think I'd be more active!
I just figured out (after nearly 5...
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twasbrillig:
I think it takes more than similiar likes to be best friends with someone. I have very few similiar likes as my 2 closest friends. It takes personalities that click more then anything else. And my personalitiy clicks with very few people....unfortunatly. 
silencenoir:
Omg, you hate cats. There went our chance of ever hooking up together
Enjoy your weekend and that was interesting to read, the stuff about you.
Enjoy your weekend and that was interesting to read, the stuff about you.
God what I wouldn't give to be a college freshman again....so much fucking potential! trouble to get in, problems to solve, love to step in, sleep to miss, SIGH!
not that I can't do it again, just need to find some money...anyone willing to fund my next education? I'll come work for you when I'm done...everyone needs a personal philosopher, right? I want to study...
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not that I can't do it again, just need to find some money...anyone willing to fund my next education? I'll come work for you when I'm done...everyone needs a personal philosopher, right? I want to study...
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twasbrillig:
I believe I am somewhat creative...but I have trouble channeling whats in my head to an outside artistic medium. Sometimes I think it's laziness, sometimes I think it's too many distractions. Maybe you need an escape to get your "creative juices flowing"...as they say.
Oh...and 1 movie hardly counts as a film fest...sillykins. Did you watch any others?
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Oh...and 1 movie hardly counts as a film fest...sillykins. Did you watch any others?
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kayla_:
I'm not JUST saying hi
I'm saying hi, go look at me naked
*lick*
I'm saying hi, go look at me naked
*lick*
so, I can now say I've felt your..."pain"?
Yesterday at the Atomic cafe for my customary everything bagel with peanut butter, I looked over to the window tables, and there was a girl. no, scratch that, a woman...a vision of blond and puffy lips, half lidded eyes, funky clothes and, I'm sure she smelled wonderful. well, after a good 5 seconds of eye contact, I...
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Yesterday at the Atomic cafe for my customary everything bagel with peanut butter, I looked over to the window tables, and there was a girl. no, scratch that, a woman...a vision of blond and puffy lips, half lidded eyes, funky clothes and, I'm sure she smelled wonderful. well, after a good 5 seconds of eye contact, I...
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blasfemme:
unrealized potential. definitely. it's nice to live in the fantasy of it rather than the complications of what it could be...
hey baybee, how you doin'? i have missed you!!! i am busy as of late to and at my computer less and less these days. i think of you often tho and am always glad when you stop by
i still think you look a little like robert downey jr.
hey baybee, how you doin'? i have missed you!!! i am busy as of late to and at my computer less and less these days. i think of you often tho and am always glad when you stop by
i still think you look a little like robert downey jr.
jia:
yeah, you totally should have tried to talk to her.
Glad you had a nice time in Montreal. NSCAD? what's that? *scratching head*
I am on MSN from time to time and it must be bad timing, because I never see you there.
*hug*