amelie

Ugh..
Im having such a horrible day. Im so sick of being in Kansas, unbelievable. The only super good thing about being here is that my best friend Nikki is here, and we know each other inside and out. I'm feeling very cut off from everyone.. I can't communicate with my father without wanting to scream at him, I've been trying to get a hold of my friend Joe for a week now and never get through, which sucks, because I miss him a lot, and I'm starting to get paranoid that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. I'm basically feeling very lonely and lost in the dark. For the past two days I've been bawling my eyes out at the drop of a hat. I'm not even pmsing and I feel this way. I just this feeling to be gone. I want someone to cuddle with me and tell that I'm great just the way I am.. sometimes it seems like so little to ask, but maybe it's a lot, I don't know..
~Amelie~