amelie

poor me..
what the fuck have i gotten myself into? why do i always fall for the guys who don't want to or just don't fucking care...and then i have to ask myself why i fucking care. I wish I didn't but I do. The downfall of emotions I suppose. I know people who would rather wall themselves in and never feel pain, and I can understand it, but for me, I would rather deal with pain and be able to love rather than never feel anything at all. Why don't I ever find people like me? Probably because I would get fed up, shit, I frustrate myself more than anyone else...fuck you all, and fuck me too..
Amelie