being honest
I am going to be hondest with myself and with every one here on SG. First off Nebulous I am sorry but I can no longer be with you.. I really haven't been with you have I? ..no...I have not seen you for months and I must be honest with myself..you could make me happy but I would never see you...and I can not keep feelings like those I have hidden ..and I am sorry for my treatury.
I am going to tell the truth..I know that I have told many lies..and this is just killing me ..and in losing nebulous and in losing some of the rest of you...I'm sorry for all my lies..and now I will be honest with you all.
I am in Love with Brian Patrick Hogan a St. Louis native and a good friend of mine for over a year. He is 33 and a lot older then me. I will be 21 in four weeks...when I talk to nebulous or john I feel empty but when I talk to patrick I feel joy as though there was no other reason for my existance. I am so sorry that I have lied to you all...and I am so so sorry that i have failed you Ted ...but I must be honest now..because if I do not ..I will be a lier forever...ted is mark 26 on my arm...and the count is up to 28......I'm sorry ...I'm a wretched whore ..and I can not live with the turmoil within me.....I'm taking some time off to cool down ..do not call me ted...I have told you all you need to know....there is nothing more....there is nothing more.
~Amelia
I am going to be hondest with myself and with every one here on SG. First off Nebulous I am sorry but I can no longer be with you.. I really haven't been with you have I? ..no...I have not seen you for months and I must be honest with myself..you could make me happy but I would never see you...and I can not keep feelings like those I have hidden ..and I am sorry for my treatury.
I am going to tell the truth..I know that I have told many lies..and this is just killing me ..and in losing nebulous and in losing some of the rest of you...I'm sorry for all my lies..and now I will be honest with you all.
I am in Love with Brian Patrick Hogan a St. Louis native and a good friend of mine for over a year. He is 33 and a lot older then me. I will be 21 in four weeks...when I talk to nebulous or john I feel empty but when I talk to patrick I feel joy as though there was no other reason for my existance. I am so sorry that I have lied to you all...and I am so so sorry that i have failed you Ted ...but I must be honest now..because if I do not ..I will be a lier forever...ted is mark 26 on my arm...and the count is up to 28......I'm sorry ...I'm a wretched whore ..and I can not live with the turmoil within me.....I'm taking some time off to cool down ..do not call me ted...I have told you all you need to know....there is nothing more....there is nothing more.
~Amelia
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espi:
Say what you feel with no regrets and be stronger for it.Espi
vegan4life:
It may sound trite, but it is a fact that "The truth shall set you free." Sometimes the truth isn't pretty, but in the end it's the best thing that we have. Best of luck to you. 
Oh, and 33 is not so old! 
Oh, and 33 is not so old! 