amelia

you are beautiful ..still trying to be born ..and you are beautiful it is stiched into every pour and it's painfull to watch you hedlong into the black but if I don't let you go you won't come back...

Nebulous is going away for the weekend, and I can not help but think he will not be checking SG for a few days. I miss him.. and I have a deep well inside me that over flows with emotion.....he laughed at me today...for crying at a movie...but ....god...I wish that love was possible like that....if I could only tell Nebulous how I really felt and not feel stupid about it ...I might ..feel so much better about myself...go tell him how awsome he is...and please understand what he means to me.....I adore him...and in doing so....I have left tourk and prometheus in the past.....


~Amelia