She chortled in her joy!!
Today everything in the world is a rosy pink. I have my tinted glasses on and am not ever going to take them off again. It's funny (and positively enchanting) how the close proximity of a thousand wonderful things can make what you're actually currently experiencing seem eminently tolerable - take today, for example. If this day was to be...
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Today everything in the world is a rosy pink. I have my tinted glasses on and am not ever going to take them off again. It's funny (and positively enchanting) how the close proximity of a thousand wonderful things can make what you're actually currently experiencing seem eminently tolerable - take today, for example. If this day was to be...
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Another low key weekend, spent far too much time doing absolutely fuck all. On Fridays I'm always so excited, can hardly sit still - "yay", I think, "it's nearly the weekend! No more work for 2 blissful days!" and am all happy and cheerful and anticipatory .... then I wake up on Saturday feeling on edge and anxious because I've realised overnight that, in fact,...
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vlora:
Hi! I'm a kiwi living in the UK too...I know what you mean when you say your life seems to be on hold while over here...sometimes you just miss the reassuring, relaxed, kiwi way of life.
Hope you're feeling better
Hope you're feeling better
makeyourself:
Hey Love,
Sad to hear that you've had that kind of weekend - but don't worry things will start to stir up, that's the way it works!
Anyways, if you really want to learn to appreciate 2 days of doing absolutely nothing, then hit 50 days of work - STRAIGHT - without ANY time to relax...I bet you'd feel much more focused on doing nothing
Sad to hear that you've had that kind of weekend - but don't worry things will start to stir up, that's the way it works!
Anyways, if you really want to learn to appreciate 2 days of doing absolutely nothing, then hit 50 days of work - STRAIGHT - without ANY time to relax...I bet you'd feel much more focused on doing nothing
oh my god ... I was walking to work just now and I met this lady who was out walking her GREAT MOTHERFUCKING DANE .... maaaaaan i LOVE those dogs!!!! It was incredible, the biggest animal I've ever seen that is not a) a giant terrifying predator or b) a farmyard animal. Amazing. I must get one!! I stopped dead in the street when I...
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makeyourself:
They eat for 2 people... speaking from experience, so you need to really think about it before getting one!!! Trust me!!!
zombii:
thank you! 
i love your hair so cute xox
i love your hair so cute xoxWell, despite an incredibly shite start to the week where for forty-eight relentless hours I felt like a tiny grain of sand, stuck, screaming silently, in the hourglass - gripped with the FUCKING RAGE of witnessing time sliding by without being enjoyed and savoured properly - it is now after work on Wednesday, so I have passed this week's halfway milestone. Only 2 days to...
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AAaaaah for fuck's sake it won't work. If you want to know what I was talking about, go to Google Images, type in "great dane" and it's the 2nd pic on the right.
freelithiumpicni:
this picture?
this picture?
freelithiumpicni:
hehe I just read your blog, your canine equivilant!
xoxox
xoxox
Ahhhh, enjoying the optimism. Feeling much better today (although I really have no idea why, since it's Monday after all) ... it's the little things that count I think. Got a lovely msg from the world's hottest redhead Miss Sophie which made me feel quite a lot better, offering to introduce me to her non-drug obsessed doctor when I return home. This is excellent, since...
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cuchifrito:
Drug obsessed doctors really piss me off. Stab in dark. Oh, looks vaguely like this. Take 12 of these pills and give me your money 
Pillz-E says: "down with doctors"
Pillz-E says: "down with doctors"
AAAAAARRGGHH I am so SICK of feeling shit. Fuck everything, fuck everything, give me my personality back!!!!
Today is a typical day in Cromer: cold, windy, my hands are numb. It's Sunday and I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today - am in one of those moods where I just want to be left alone.
I made a definite...
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Today is a typical day in Cromer: cold, windy, my hands are numb. It's Sunday and I think I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today - am in one of those moods where I just want to be left alone.
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fatality:
What a pretty smile you have!
freelithiumpicni:
God I love you my Amazonia! You are really strong under it all, I think you are being so brave. Seeing a counsellor would be really helpful, I'm sure. I'll email you soon about how to go about getting benifits as a student for it all.
It really is awful being at the mercy of your moods, I'll also get you to get in touch with my doctor she is really great, holistic and won't put you on drugs right away. I'll going to be a great crutch next year, I know I've been a bit distant in the past, but I really feel so much better now, I really think I'm getting past the anxiety attacks and can control them now.
I love you very much.
P.S Fatality commented on your blog.. she is SG Superstar.
P.P.S Have you seen Twwly's baby? Yes I am such a SG geek.
It really is awful being at the mercy of your moods, I'll also get you to get in touch with my doctor she is really great, holistic and won't put you on drugs right away. I'll going to be a great crutch next year, I know I've been a bit distant in the past, but I really feel so much better now, I really think I'm getting past the anxiety attacks and can control them now.
I love you very much.
P.S Fatality commented on your blog.. she is SG Superstar.
P.P.S Have you seen Twwly's baby? Yes I am such a SG geek.
Thurrrsday ...
Today I wrote a lot of emails purging myself of a lot of pent-up emotion that I've been experiencing. Normally when I have problems with a certain person, I can't bring myself to confide in anybody else about it because it feels kind of like a betrayal of that person (my friends will probably know who I mean) - and also, to be...
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Today I wrote a lot of emails purging myself of a lot of pent-up emotion that I've been experiencing. Normally when I have problems with a certain person, I can't bring myself to confide in anybody else about it because it feels kind of like a betrayal of that person (my friends will probably know who I mean) - and also, to be...
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bipolar_bear:
I've come to realise that the only people who have any idea what is going on in the relationship are those two people and major judgements are made by everyone else. You guys, are difficult. Obviously lots of love but to be honest, it's always bothered me how he speaks/treats you sometimes. I like him, he is fun and friendly but I find it hard to forget some situations. Of course, you my love are a big grown up lady and I will always support you no matter what but I just wanted to tell you that because I haven't felt like I could before. All that matters to me is your happiness and I know you make choices for yourself and your happiness. I'm just here to worry about you and get drunk and bum around and have the good times with you. Apologising is easy because it distants you from the situation, from the actions and the consequences...it becomes a habit I guess. Self sabotage is yet another trait we share. *large over-dramatic sigh*
I love you. I will be the best welcome party ever. XOXOOXXO
Apologising is easy because it distants you from the situation, from the actions and the consequences...it becomes a habit I guess. Self sabotage is yet another trait we share. *large over-dramatic sigh*
I love you. I will be the best welcome party ever. XOXOOXXO
Today is a bad day so far in terms of feeling shit. I was OK until I logged onto gmail and had a little chat with my mum, which brought home to me exactly how miserable I really am.
She kind of made me see exactly how mental I've really gone over here - spending all this time feeling lonely, and missing everyone, and feeling...
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She kind of made me see exactly how mental I've really gone over here - spending all this time feeling lonely, and missing everyone, and feeling...
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bipolar_bear:
I love you. I want you back. When you come back I'm going to envelope you in my arms and never ever let go. You shall be stuck in my life forever. I hate that you're feeling all this Ange. It sounds far too familiar. 
Brave faces make it worse, but I know you're just trying to function in the world. Oh god, I just want you back here and outtah that hell hole. Remember that I'm sending a constant stream of love to you, always. Corny but true. Missing you. XOXOXOXXOOXO. Skype soon.
Brave faces make it worse, but I know you're just trying to function in the world. Oh god, I just want you back here and outtah that hell hole. Remember that I'm sending a constant stream of love to you, always. Corny but true. Missing you. XOXOXOXXOOXO. Skype soon.
Just got an email from my mum about my darling younger brother which scared the shit out of me and made me feel like crying and throwing up at the same time. Evan and a bunch of his mates were cavorting around on the beach in Wellington, playing around in the water's edge (160 km an hour winds and big waves that day she says)...
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Were there monkeys?
ps: Hi! and Happy Christmas!