Nothing makes me giddier than getting new ideas for my photography and pushing the boundaries of what is normal or acceptable behavior. I'm a single mom and a serving wench, working my ass off to make it in the "real world" while living in my own little one. The rural area I live in is not very accepting of Suicidegirl-type activities, thus my intense attraction to it. I am an outcast where I live, and this place feels like home.