amarante

Have you ever noticed how life is just shit???? I mean, you get everything going good with yourself, your life is just how it should be. Have the perfect house, the perfect husband, the perfect life. Life is just good. Then in the matter of 2min, everything is gone. How do you surive watching the only person in life that really matters to you die? I think everyday different things. What if, what if. Well, what if not shit. I couldnt save my husband. Now I dont have the perfect house, but I did HAVE at one time the perfect husband, who I love so much it feels like my chest is going to break open, and then their he'll be again. However it never happens....