And I now take this moment to fucking yell at the top of my lungs.Everything is fucked up, and I feel betrayed and lied to and taken for granted.I'd rip out throats if I could.Alas I am stuck a millions miles away somewhere in the back of my brain and my sadness is growing into anger.This,of course,will only last until I lay down and am...
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yuriel:
haha thats cute.
yuriel:
Hells yeah. Become an artist!
<3
<3
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onewithall:
Happy Birthday Suga! 
yuriel:
<3
happy belated dear.
happy belated dear.
I'm in New York 6 hours from now.
For the next week.<3
For the next week.<3
brightredscream:
Have a great time 
yuriel:
Enjoy the Big Apple <3
yuriel:
nice.
endquire:
is it getting better?
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noirkiss3:
Yeah it does suck, for a while it was hopping but recently nothing exciting. Where are you from? Do you write often? I see you and your boy both get up. I am old in graffiti years but my ex and I used to crew together with a couple other heads, makes for a intersesting dynamic to be sure.
saltonsea:
i like graffiti...because it falls under the catagory of deviance.
i like graffiti...because it falls under the catagory of deviance.
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sevenmag:
that sucks......I do construction so I usually have at least one finger that looks like that all the time.You can make a small hole in the nail itself(tiny drill bit, hot ass papreclip)and release all that pressure, and blood outta there.It will feel better instantly.
circa_1983:
ouch! 
ive had that happen to me before. but i think the worst and most embarassing would have to be getting my head caught in an cars power window.
i was like 5 and i was looking out my aunts window and she was closeing the cars windows and CRACK! she caught my head
ive had that happen to me before. but i think the worst and most embarassing would have to be getting my head caught in an cars power window.
i was like 5 and i was looking out my aunts window and she was closeing the cars windows and CRACK! she caught my head
On the brink of an anxiety attack all morning.
I can't get back to sleep.
The thought of trying to eat something turns my stomach.
My stairs are an obstacle more than ever.
I feel light headed and dizzy.
I want out of this place.
Music is not giving me the solace I yern for today.
Nothing is.
I woke up and my room smelled...
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I can't get back to sleep.
The thought of trying to eat something turns my stomach.
My stairs are an obstacle more than ever.
I feel light headed and dizzy.
I want out of this place.
Music is not giving me the solace I yern for today.
Nothing is.
I woke up and my room smelled...
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circa_1983:
Man I've been like that before 
I used to get anxiety attacks all the time.
I used to get them at nite. A certain dream would trigger them. I felt like my entire body was gonna explode and I was gonna rip from the inside out.
Once I got it I'd be up all nite.
I hope you feel better. My car is a 93 Honda Prelude. I haven't junked it yet its just sitting there.
Yea its overheating on me. My radiator fan broke so now I can't drive it around
I used to get anxiety attacks all the time.
I used to get them at nite. A certain dream would trigger them. I felt like my entire body was gonna explode and I was gonna rip from the inside out.
Once I got it I'd be up all nite.
I hope you feel better. My car is a 93 Honda Prelude. I haven't junked it yet its just sitting there.
Yea its overheating on me. My radiator fan broke so now I can't drive it around
onewithall:
i've got a twisted sleep issue as well, i absolutely luv my dreams, their like seperate realities for me, but it's the nights when i can't sleep, like last night, when the voices annoy and scare the hell out of me, the twist is...i'm the creator of the voices
by the way......this is very very wicked
by the way......this is very very wicked
Maybe I am a selfish bitch.
Guess what... Don't care.
Too many years have gone by living my life,sticking it out in situations I was really unhappy with, for the sake of making others happy.
Taking into consideration the choices I've made in the last few weeks, I can't remeber when I have ever felt better.
And most of it is due to him:
Guess what... Don't care.
Too many years have gone by living my life,sticking it out in situations I was really unhappy with, for the sake of making others happy.
Taking into consideration the choices I've made in the last few weeks, I can't remeber when I have ever felt better.
And most of it is due to him:
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musicsnob:
i dont think i'm staying, we should talk or somethin sometime as i do believe i will be leaving soon. at least exchange email addresses. let me know.
musicsnob:
you are really cute by the way
ive never been good at saying much of anything.
Grossness..and owies...
Being alone is a good thing..I like it