Sunday Apr 15, 2007

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Well, turns out my mom's tumor is cancerous too. It's all just a huge waste of time. Finances, making myself a better person, trying to improve my body, huge waste of time. My body is a toxic time bomb and my only hope is to be a food nazi and go to the doctor and get poked and prodded until it's time to get chopped up again and filled full of toxic chemicals. Gee, maybe I'll be positive, maybe I'll be the first one in 3 generations it won't hit. In this world full of toxins where my hippy, no-drug-taking, tofu-eating mom even gets it. I'm fucking tired.

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catdad:
You are at least armed with the foreknowledge that it may come some day. Having your finances, health, and life straightened out will make dealing with it much easier if it comes to that. There's a lot to enjoy between now and when or IF it becomes an issue. Yeah, being positive will help, too. {hug}
babyblue:
I agree with catdad. And, although I don't consider myself overly hippie, despite my upbringing, I firmly believe in the mind-body connection. Try to stay positive about the situation, because getting dragged down only makes everything worse.

Yuck, such trite advice. I'm sorry. We need to hang out soon!

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