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I'm feeling right now like I'm trying to give up smoking or something. Twitch, twitch, don't call. Twitch, twitch, stop thinking about that! Twitch, twitch, no more emails. A friend of mine was talking about how his friend quit smoking by harnessing his astounding powers of procrastination. Kinda makes me wish mine were a little better.
I just need to be able to calm down and think things through rationally, mellowly. Need a vacation from hurting. I'm not quite in vacation mindset yet, I hope it happens before I go nuts.