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Gyromite is a squeaky shoes game.

I will check out john carley next time i hit the librry. Gender bending sci fi sounds good. Yum
I am going to read the chalice and the blade for my next book. I have been inspired to explore my pagan heritage and i heard its very well written about in this book. Fertility rites and wine sound like a good way to be spiritual to me!

i miss that as well, which you might have ascertained from my first "into" section, if you saw I was here back then. I miss when sex was a planned affair that took some time to cultivate, not a measure of how desperate two people were feeling. back when you knew it didn't matter how far you got, just that you did what you did was great.

oh, don't worry about being dirty. i'm not one to get embarrased.. or not like it.

yeah, i used to and continue to sing professionally on occasion. I still go on world tours with a choir.. I've been on 3 so far. interestingly enough, i'd been on two of them before i had been outside the central time zone. i've still been to less states than I have countries.

and given the crowd, it was very far from being porno. sometime in person i'll give you the story about the rumors behind the people that were there, though. quite hilarious, but not something to spread in publicly viewable places.

and in closing, hooray for fizzy, fuzzy, big and buzzy. (keeping the obscure musical references going)

Hee hee. I want to read the book. Oh speaking of which have you ever read tom robbins. Try "even cowgirls get the blues" The hot lesbian sex scenes are amazingly well written for being written by a guy. Check it out if you ever need something fun to read at work

Holiday break is where instead of a full time job, a side job, and school, I just have a full time job, and a side job.

Yes spiced booze and good cheer are always in hight demand.

Infidel

I need to figure out what a London mobsters girlfriend would look like, and then figure how i can make it my costume. Hmmm...

Hey, I still wish you'd have come. But hopefully you're getting plenty of great rest. Pearl and I were pretty late as we went to a concert before hitting the bar, but people were super sweet. I think next time we'll show earlier so we feel less like add-ons.

heh... it's an antkegger! ANTKEGGER!

yeah, heightened sensory skills are creepy... i can't imagine all the smells we have... ewww...

*ahem*

well, miss member bryophytic plants, it's been fun. it's time for this little Tj to wander off into the world and find some adventures. i'll probably make it down to PDX sometime soon, so don't forget to email me so we can go crash the town...

Ok....Well sleep really well so that you can come next week.

Glad you're feeling better Dr Kelly suggest you take 2 nymphos and call me any time

At least with a pup, you can pick them up and love on them til they see you don't want to hurt them.

Course i could love on her, tee hee, but i think she's a little homophobic too. Pitty

anthropomorphization in ants: well, first off, look at the word itself... first three letters? ant. apparently, humans learned all of their social behaviors from ants... keggers... pheromones... caste systems... worship of females... body building... and so on.



i had some hot mustard green beans the other night. i thought i could smell my neighbor from two houses down after that... it was like my smelling capabilities were increased ten bajillion fold... that could be a good thing to give dogs that're supposed to sniff stuff out... hehehe.

how's the achoo goin?

sorry about the depression, it was uplifting to me.

just think about bacon twists. mmmmm... bread malformed by bacon.

Electra it is indeed... and given the fact that your father is a Psychologist... you're well within the boundaries of Electraism... so, how's it feel to be... normal?



I've actually been kinda tempted to do some tracking down at my work... I'm working at the REI distribution center, and all products that're ordered online or on the phone are shipped out of there. Well... about three years ago, I bought my sleeping bag online... and when I got it, I was flipping through the little tag, and found the words "I Love You" scribbled in pencil in the margin... weird, huh? So now that I'm working in the place where it had to've been written... I'm thinkin' I should ask around some. Who knows, it might've been a 43 year old man? ( )

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Guys are ghosts that only exist when you don't want them.

ahahahaaha.... you said UU!

oh man... that's so great... my dad and step-mom frequent the local UU "church"... interesting people go there... and they too have no idea what to call anything any more...

at a BBQ that my father hosted earlier this summer, while I was in Delaware visiting him, he invited several older couples from the congregation. for some of them, there seemed to be an obsession with the word... ah, shit... what was it? well... basically, they were using it in place of "etymology"... big intellectuals they were... and obsessed with giving the perception that they are "fair and accepting people"... which they highlighted with: "We're a progressive organization because we have a black--I mean, an African-American--man as our leader. He's really smart!"

my father encouraged me to rip out their throats... lol.

granted, these were individuals within the "church"... not the actual congregation itself... the "minister" that they have there is actually very cool... i've had several discussions with him about religion and faith...

i was raised in a denomination that kids itself with the joke that its initials (UCC) stand for "Unitarians Considering Christ"...

and i keep rambling... on and on and on...

my personalities:

- the amiable extrovert: trained in many facets of human interaction. the politician. (used in formal functions, interviews, positions of power, and when drunk... maybe.)
- the cripplingly shy little kid: enough said.
- the intellectual: fascinated with/by pretty much everything... including the cellular makeup of a filovirus. no, really.
- the idealist: believes in white picket fences, 2.3 children, a happy, rewarding marriage, a stable career, and a cabin in the woods for weekend getaways.
- the artist: narciccistic, creatively driven, frightened by failure.
- the pervert: (under construction).

somehow, all of these hate each other, yet manage to survive in coexistence. along the way, my general personality comes through...

and yes, my degree is in psychology...

I probably do. Let's see.

Morose, dull-eyed, disappointed Olsen (that's me.)

Excited, awed, creatively inspired/inspiring, singing, smiling, glowing Olsen.

I know there are a thousand little variations on myself depending on where I focus. I am sexual, I am pure. I am emotive, I am emotionless. I am a performer, I am shy. But I'm not sure I have anything that merits a full personality.

How about this: I have my creative life, my intellectual life, my social life, and my family life. Since there are four of those, I would like to dispose of the family life, please.

Faster than ever? Did you get a nw modem? I want one of those super fast cable deals.

yeah, i'm stoked... not-so-shitty job era's are fun... especially when they're at radtastical companies that give uberdiscounts on stuff that you *can't* live without...

any more dreams of the innards of your nose?

two words: free rent. it's all downhill from there--in-law's basement, lame suburbs, none of my friends live closer than 40 minutes' drive...but i really don't care cause i'm off on a grand adventure. again.

but i am definitely leaving SG, so if you wanna stay in touch, be in touch!