alyeska

From sun up to sun down, I put on a show,
Glitter and lights and smiles.
Sun down to sun up,
I can show my honesty.
Simple colors
and simpler words.
Fingertips,
and needing scents.
I won't admit a need for love,
but a lie will do just as well
and I won't complain.
Just make it convincing.

I am desperate
for your everlasting love,...
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I remember the way my fingers felt while tangled in your hair.
The dampness of your lips against my neck.
Your voice bellowing against my ears,
even when you whisper.
Your hips against mine,
My hands gripping your shoulders.

And no matter how great the intimacy was,
I was always a little girl.
Terrified.

And I still am.
Call it damage, call it what you...
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I'm drinking both Wild Trukey 101 and Canadian Club
Coyotes won to make the series 3-1
My Nana is a Blackhawks fan who said "Shaw did nothing wrong and the NHL is soft and I hope he plays soon"
I'm also lonely. All alone with two rowdy dogs.

Also I miss someone. A lot.
I almost bought plane tickets to Boston for the first week...
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You know what makes masturbating REALLY amazing? Being able to picture the best sex you've ever had. With someone you truly love. A kind of love you don't understand, a kind of love that terrifies you. But when you just get into it, their name is the one that comes up without trying. And its their skin you feel against yours. Even if it brings...
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YAY KINGS!
Also.... yay Philly? lol.

Go Coyotes and also Shaw can suck my innie dick.

Hey Poopsmith, I love you. Even when you don't text me and make me fucking sad.

This is a tipsy blog. And I have a serious flu and/or cold thingy and my throat hurts, I choked on mucus earlier, and I hurt fucking EVERYWHERE.

Also HOMESTAR RUNNER IS STILL...
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I am so full of raw power, sexuality, and confidence. More than ever before. I don't even know how to deal with it. But I am powerful. I'm the most powerful person I know. No one has power over me like I do. I've accepted that my power will come with heartache, pain, and struggle. But you know what? THAT WILL ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER....
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Nvmd. I'm too afraid of someone screencapping that.
Pictures being taken of my day today. All day.
Will post later tonight.

xoxo Aly

Boston Vacation Injury Report;
Sprained Ankle,
Pulled Muscles in BOTH calves
Busted Knees
About 10 different bruises
Voice gone

So all in all I had a wonderful time in Boston. A lot less stressful or upsetting as last time.
I closed down McGreevy's one night. Another $150 bar tab there. I apparently put down a few free beers and nine double jack and cokes. Enjoyed...
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I leave to the airport in about an hour. I should be in Boston around 2:30pm EST

I'm going out with some close friends tonight. After not sleeping through last night, I don't want to do much when I get there.

I won't have my laptop and SG constantly resets my password so I won't be logging in until after the 8th. Follow me on...
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