Staying in a cheap but sweet hotel closer to the city. Reekie is still with me, but not for very much longer. After a very terrifying and upsetting night, we decided to reserve the hotel a few days early. It's nice to feel free again. To feel alone, but not lonely. I can take off my pants when I'm hot, watch what I want, and...
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I wonder what it's like to love the city you live in. To feel the beauty underneath your feet, and the steps ahead of you just get bigger, brighter, better. To wake up and see a sunlight escaping from between the curtains, a sunlight twice as gold, three times as warm, and seemingly endless. To feel fearless amongst the buildings, the streets, the sidewalks, the...
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ladymayhem:
I hope you reach your goal, and that it's as wonderful as you imagine. <3
johnnydiscard:
What I've heard from friends who did the big move from one place to another, finding a job was the best first step. Housing will always be available, though not necessarily at a great price. The more I think about it, being independently wealthy really seems like the only way to get anything done 
Good luck!
Good luck!PHOTO DUMP.
Reekie is here with me. We're pretty much being our awesome selves, even though our nights haven't been going well thanks to the other person in the apartment. But we get through it. We have the weekend to ourselves though, with the hide-a-bed (that sucks) and plenty of loud dubstep remixes and drinking without being afraid of fights and eating when we want...
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Reekie is here with me. We're pretty much being our awesome selves, even though our nights haven't been going well thanks to the other person in the apartment. But we get through it. We have the weekend to ourselves though, with the hide-a-bed (that sucks) and plenty of loud dubstep remixes and drinking without being afraid of fights and eating when we want...
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viper362:
Nice pics! Love your blogs. 
suispud1:
What I think matters not one whit, but I am glad you're happy.
Listening to Archer (and maybe watching a little) while I try to wake up.
I was up a little late last night. Worth every minute. But still.
Getting ready to drive 13-14 hours or so.
The last time I drove that long was Lincoln to Ft Hood.
Ft Hood to Phoenix wasn't even this bad.
BUT the cool thing is, it's a new drive for...
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I was up a little late last night. Worth every minute. But still.
Getting ready to drive 13-14 hours or so.
The last time I drove that long was Lincoln to Ft Hood.
Ft Hood to Phoenix wasn't even this bad.
BUT the cool thing is, it's a new drive for...
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kelpie_:
Hope the drive goes well for you, lovely! New adventures and happier times are ahead, we're all hoping for you! xx
cavnightmare:
Careful around the FT Hood area. Its a DANGER ZONE!
Looks like there's a 13 hour roadtrip for me tomorrow.
Headed to Target in a few for a cheap cardigan and some smelly goods for my car.
I can't wait to see Reekie and I have to leave super early to make it there in time for the Coyotes game tomorrow.
I hope this happens. I don't feel like waiting until the weekend.
I have...
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Headed to Target in a few for a cheap cardigan and some smelly goods for my car.
I can't wait to see Reekie and I have to leave super early to make it there in time for the Coyotes game tomorrow.
I hope this happens. I don't feel like waiting until the weekend.
I have...
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el_diablo_blanco:
Have a safe drive and try not to cause too much trouble with Reekie.
salvore:
Drive Safe.
I HAVE HAPPY THINGS TO REPORT FINALLY!
I leave sometime this weekend to drive 13 hours to the Quad Cities to pick up *drumroll* Reekie
My dad was going to help me fly her here and then fly her back. But his miles only applied to airlines that flew to Chicago. Trying to coordinate rides there and back and dates and times, it's easier and...
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I leave sometime this weekend to drive 13 hours to the Quad Cities to pick up *drumroll* Reekie
My dad was going to help me fly her here and then fly her back. But his miles only applied to airlines that flew to Chicago. Trying to coordinate rides there and back and dates and times, it's easier and...
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seriphos:
Sounds great! Enjoy.
reekie:
AHHHH I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT! <3
Hey look, another caffeine-fueled ramble about absolutely nothing.
I had a long ass blog written about my mom and why Mother's Day makes me feel pretty empty and dead inside. But I just don't want to post sad shit anymore. I really don't. I'm sick of it.
Money should hit the bank tomorrow. I'm excited. I'm getting my hair cut, and might even have my...
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I had a long ass blog written about my mom and why Mother's Day makes me feel pretty empty and dead inside. But I just don't want to post sad shit anymore. I really don't. I'm sick of it.
Money should hit the bank tomorrow. I'm excited. I'm getting my hair cut, and might even have my...
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reekie:
WOWIE I Never thought I would hear you say "All I have are hockey shirts. Laaaaame" LOL
Damn. Yeah I wish I was there to do all the girlie stuff with you. This sucks
Also OwWee! Waxing?! I am sure it will feel nice, but damn, just ow! lol
Damn. Yeah I wish I was there to do all the girlie stuff with you. This sucks
Also OwWee! Waxing?! I am sure it will feel nice, but damn, just ow! lol
sinemetu:
waxing is gonna hurt but if u go to a good place that uses hard waxes and goes quickley youll be fine, just dont drink any caffeine before you go. my spa used to tell me i think it helps the main or something. and usually the waxer has a fan in the room because most people sweat from being nervous. just remember to breathe. it really isnt that bad. you make me want to go get one now!!!
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fische:
You two look like you have the BEST fun! X
Taking dad to the airport in a few. He's headed to Omaha without me. We were supposed to drive together, but then he wanted to fly and leave me here alone. I'm not too sad. I would have liked to see my baby brother, but I love any moment I can get without him.
I get the whooooole weekend alone.
Also, It's officially been a...
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I get the whooooole weekend alone.
Also, It's officially been a...
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reekie:
I love you and miss you tons!
littlejohn22:
so cool that you dropped the pop.... I have and I do not miss it... it's been almost two years.... you are a strong person and loved by many...
Now that I've had time to calm the fuck down....mostly. Ate $50 worth of sushi by myself. Listened to Strangeland a few times. All these calming things. Had a few little break downs and cried a few times. You know, calming things. I can tell you a little more.
My dad listened to me today when I explained that I've quit drinking, cut back on...
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cattie:
<3 sorry to hear you're having a rough time, thinks will get better a day at a time
only1doc:
I'm just glad you got those two to help you get through everything darlin. You also know I am here if you need it.
as does bed.
Hope you're ok