Second day of being sick. A hangover rolled right into a full body cold. Oddly enough, my sinuses aren't that bad but the dry, thin air here makes it hard to breathe.
I'm out of food and my hair is gross but I neeeeeed food. I've been craving fresh veggies and chicken and eggs and lemons for days now. I wouldn't mind going out with wet hair if it wasn't so cold out.
I haven't purchased a SINGLE Christmas gift for anyone this year. I'm getting cards for some people. Its not that I didn't want to but someone else's car drained the bank by 600EU and by the time money hit the bank, I stopped caring. Oh well. Its going to be a shitty Christmas but I'm going to make a full on Holiday Dinner just for the fun of it. Including brownies. I haven't made those all season. I'll be wearing my sparkly Santa Claus hat all day, of course. I don't think I own anything green though. =/ I will also probably be day drinking.
I wish there were presents under the tree. Maybe I'll pick up some small boxes and my FAVORITE wrapping paper I can find and just fake it like I did the last two years. Its not that I need THINGS under the tree, but just the look. It really does compliment a tree like you wouldn't believe.
I have a free flight to/from Boston for next month. Can't find a place to stay for the life of me. I can't afford $400+ for a hotel and my dad is using points to get my flight. Don't know if I'm going unless my friends can help. Sure, I miss Boston and my friends and I'd FINALLY get to see the Pirates play but.... life doesn't always work out that way. Hopefully Reekie asked her parents for $$$ to get her to Denver to see me when they asked what she wanted for xmas. I'd bet money that she said exactly that but they ALWAYS have to get her a thing. SomeTHING. Anything they can wrap and watch her open and pretend its the best THING in the world.
My hotel for this weekend probably isn't happening. After seeing Reekie, the second thing I wanted for Xmas was to sleep on a bed ALONE by myself, a real bed, just for a night or two. This couch is getting old and I'm pretty sure its the root of most of my problems.
Anyways. I'm not sure why I'm blogging. I don't feel well, need healthy foods, this next weekend could just.... not happen that would be nice, I wish I was with Reekie, the USUAL.
Hopefully my next blog is happier and has more of a point.
xox Aly
I'm out of food and my hair is gross but I neeeeeed food. I've been craving fresh veggies and chicken and eggs and lemons for days now. I wouldn't mind going out with wet hair if it wasn't so cold out.
I haven't purchased a SINGLE Christmas gift for anyone this year. I'm getting cards for some people. Its not that I didn't want to but someone else's car drained the bank by 600EU and by the time money hit the bank, I stopped caring. Oh well. Its going to be a shitty Christmas but I'm going to make a full on Holiday Dinner just for the fun of it. Including brownies. I haven't made those all season. I'll be wearing my sparkly Santa Claus hat all day, of course. I don't think I own anything green though. =/ I will also probably be day drinking.
I wish there were presents under the tree. Maybe I'll pick up some small boxes and my FAVORITE wrapping paper I can find and just fake it like I did the last two years. Its not that I need THINGS under the tree, but just the look. It really does compliment a tree like you wouldn't believe.
I have a free flight to/from Boston for next month. Can't find a place to stay for the life of me. I can't afford $400+ for a hotel and my dad is using points to get my flight. Don't know if I'm going unless my friends can help. Sure, I miss Boston and my friends and I'd FINALLY get to see the Pirates play but.... life doesn't always work out that way. Hopefully Reekie asked her parents for $$$ to get her to Denver to see me when they asked what she wanted for xmas. I'd bet money that she said exactly that but they ALWAYS have to get her a thing. SomeTHING. Anything they can wrap and watch her open and pretend its the best THING in the world.
My hotel for this weekend probably isn't happening. After seeing Reekie, the second thing I wanted for Xmas was to sleep on a bed ALONE by myself, a real bed, just for a night or two. This couch is getting old and I'm pretty sure its the root of most of my problems.
Anyways. I'm not sure why I'm blogging. I don't feel well, need healthy foods, this next weekend could just.... not happen that would be nice, I wish I was with Reekie, the USUAL.
Hopefully my next blog is happier and has more of a point.
xox Aly
suispud1:
You say what you want (or need) to say. That's all the point you (or anyone for that matter), ever really needs.
sofarsogood:
feel better soon lady! hoping this holiday brings unexpected joy to your world. 