alyeska

Things are well and not well at the same time. No Reekie for Christmas, but I have a tree again. A small one, but a tree none the less. Wish I could have a girl around for the 20-22 though. Not sure how that weekend is going to play out.

Random texts from people who don't like when I text them sure puts my brain in a tizzy. And my stomach in knots. I've cut back on drinking just a bit. Not much but a bit. My new bras and panties I ordered with the gift card from my mom came yesterday. Will try to get pics but I can't promise.

Life itself is quite stressful and I've been feeling more violent than normal. Doesn't help that Reekie is so busy with finals. I mean, I understand and I'm being patient but I'm not used to talking to her so little. The weirdest thing though, what keeps me from truly melting down is fangirling. Odd, right? But just ignoring the world and diving as much as possible into some alternate reality, a place of attractive men and songs and a tv show and sports.... it helps. Other than alcohol, its my only coping mechanism right now.

Enough rambling, I've already deleted enough only to write the same amount on a new subject. Pics coming soon. Usual drill.

Back to my new found Doctor Who addiction.
xoxox Aly