It's a very VERY fine line between compromising with someone, and settling for less. I feel like the latter is what I just agreed to. I mean, you can NEVER ever change your first. That alone is the perfect reasoning to NOT half-ass something. If people would listen to me, it could easily happen with a little help. It would be amazing, it would be... Read More
I have heard the oddest music in the oddest places around Texas. Yay for Death Cab at Chili's!
I have also had the oddest, yet coolest, tattoo ideas ever. Legos, Tonka trucks......the list goes on.
It's been raining for the past two days here. Today and yesterday. I wasn't very happy about that. I didn't want to leave the cold midwest as it was, but... Read More
Note to "fans" : I will define 'feeling slutty' when I get back to the midwest.
Ever get that feeling that something just isn't right? That someone is just really good at what they're doing? Or maybe that you're this close to being royally fucked for the millionth time? What I wouldn't give to relax for once.
I slept on the couch last night. 'Not... Read More
that was an excellent tattoo BTW, that was one of my fav. books growing up... along with Richard Scaries (sp) "What do People do all day" hopefully your throat won't keep you down... yeah for Hockey...
That is what I get for trying to do something nice for someone, something I do NOT like. See what happens when I make a sacrifice to make someone else happy? It backfires. AWESOME. I love this bullshit.
I also love waking up at 1pm, constantly bumping the new ink on chairs and couches, and how fucking sore my neck and shoulders are.....simply because I... Read More
I just can't sleep if someone is touching me. If I'm laying there cuddling with someone, I'm not really asleep. I might doze, but I will be one sleepy bastard the next day, lol.
I know exactly how it goes. And the feeling of not sleeping when lying next to someone - ever since I rolled over and punched my ex in the jaw. Should have been a warning - I think my subconscious was trying to tell me something. LOL uhh, completely unfair saying you are feeling slutty and giving no detail - curious Bukowskii fans want to know. Hope you get your studying done and have a kick ass weekend.
Wowie it's been a while huh? I apologize for that.
So I'm sitting here in Sgt's new apartment, in Killeen. Fun, right? No. He's at work all day till 3:30 and I have a shitton of online homework to do. Saving Medical Term 1 for last, because it's the easiest and the most fun.
Life has been a bit off lately. Stress has gone from... Read More
I don't feel like writing alot, but I have alot to say.
[EDIT: so much for that]
Bob's funeral was very hard, and yet....feels as if it didn't happen. Skylar was there, and that was very weird for me. We had to come home because 'someone' was a liar and whathaveyou. Basically he said he had to meet with his p.o. but it turns out... Read More
Funeral day. Didn't this just happen like a month ago? I don't like that. I don't like a funeral in the first place. This one is worse. Alot worse. It hasn't hit me yet. And when it does, it's going to fucking hurt. Not to mention the fact that my nana is trying to cause a stir at the funeral. I love my nana, but... Read More
I've always wondered why people chose an album title, or the cover for a book, if we're not suposed to judge it based on the concept. A person [or small group] will spend anywhere from a few days to over a month trying to figure out the exact picture to go on the front of a book. OBVIOUSLY, it's meant for us to judge. If... Read More
the author and artists dont choose their artwork. Really they are the ones that would know what their stuff is about the best so. A cover is for marketing or would give you what someone else infers from the piece.
I just had a whole blog written out. I'm super pissed that this crappy laptop has to put the ctrl button on a fucked up place.
Grrrrrrrrrrrr!
Basically, I'm very angry with someone for disrespect and immaturity.
Nothing has really been happening lately.
I received surprise flowers on thursday.
I fly to texas soon.
Photoshoot coming up if I can grow up and pick a... Read More
Friday was just a blast. Reekie got off of work early. We finished getting ready and looking pretty and packing and what have you. For once we left on time! haha. Got to Amarillo's place plenty early, and she was finishing up with her... Read More
I chickened out and didn't get the ink done last night. I'm a little upset, but it's a money issue. $80 for a 2 inch yellow sub? I know there's a bit of detail and color work but REALLY? I need a sugar daddy to pay for my ink haha. Instead I went shopping at the mall and found a cuuuuute red and white plaid... Read More
Hope you get your studying done and have a kick ass weekend.
have a good weekend....Hockey,,,,, yeah