So, notice anything different?? lol, Probably not, eh? Well I have a cute little pink badge on my profile that says "hopeful"!
Yes, I've finally submitted a set. It's not what I expected my first set would be like I was putting off shooting for so long because I wanted everything to be perfect and look very professional. But when the self shot contest... Read More
so we're all getting over our colds! ... not out of the woods yet, but soon ... Oz and i just finished watching Ong Bak. i didn't think it would hold his interest since it's not very high contrast, but he seemed fairly entertained! (he's asleep now)
things seem to be a little better between my husband and i ... nothing big, just the little... Read More
gahh!! the internet ate my words!! stupid overly sensitive mouse >.<
well i've changed my username
back in 1980, my father named a stray kitten he found Alvina, after the heroine in a DH Lawrence novel called Lost Girl. i loved that cat right up til her death in 2000. now i'm carrying on her name
icnoxcuse is no more: i am Alvina
i feel like i'm watching my life go by, like when you wake up on a city bus with no idea where you are, and you think to yourself, how will i ever get home?
a few months back, i'd reverted back to my pre-pregnancy weight, and i was super excited!! then i gained back about 5 pounds and i was afraid to step on the scale after that for fear i'd gained even more!
but today i sucked it up and stepped on ... not only was i at my pre-pregnancy weight, but i'd lost an extra 10 lbs!... Read More
last night was the full moon (and a lunar eclipse but i missed that part) and it was beautiful. the field in front of my building was filled with white light, and every little detail seemed crisp and clear.
this morning Oz peed all over the living room - fun times!!
on the weekend, if all turns out as planned, i'll be shooting a set... Read More
oh my god, it's ten after five in the morning and i can't sleep! Oz tricked me ... thought he had fallen asleep early, so i went to bed too ... only lasted 2 hours, but apparantly that's all the sleep i needed. he fell asleep 2 hours after that but i'm still up ...
and to think i quit coffee yesterday ... shouldn't i... Read More
I may be doing a multi set when Im no longer sickie, with the girly Im kissing in one of my attachment photos <3 Im super eager to do another set. but cold winter brings me down.
so i'm pretty excited ... Khoos is in town next weekend and if things work out, she's gonna shoot a set for me (and if it doesn't work out this visit, it'll still happen eventually) i'm having tons of fun planning the set ... i had a plan all ready for a shoot and then i realised i can't do what i had in mind... Read More
yesterday was a little tiring
my sister was housesitting for her boyfriend of 3 years (who's gone away for his granddad's funeral), and she found incriminating evidence that he was cheating on her (chat logs). she was a mess all day. i tried my best to comfort her, but she was inconsolable. she sent him an email, yelling at him, and by the wee hours... Read More
Very cool idea for a tattoo.
Happy Valentines day.
I hope your sister is okay.
and that you can talk her out of taking his cheating ass back! (don't get me started on that. )
xoxo
oh my! getting Oz's sleeping schedule back on track is going to kill me!
i've been kind of down lately, but today i feel great - like i'm right on the brink of something amazing! that might be bi-polar disorder talking, but today, i'll take it! lol
also, the other night, i was just raging, so i came online and just started commenting on people's... Read More
(don't get me started on that. 
)
thanks for the birthday wishes