It funny how grief can hit you out of no where.... no warning, one minute you are functional the next ...WHAM!!!! Your curled up in a ball, crying like a baby, wishing for all your worth that this pain would ease just a little bit.... but nope... not even for a second...... how do you get past losing the love of your life???? I wish i had a clue...... I never knew anything could hurt like this.... I miss my baby so much.... i feel broken and hallowed out...... 