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So yesterday is the first time I've cried in I don't know how long...15 years? Shit I even held strong when Eilean ended her own life last year. But this was just too much to bear. When I heard this news my heart seriously sank all the way to my stomach and made me physically sick. I found out yesterday that one of my best friends from high school has stage 4 mellanoma at 26 years old. He just got out of surgery where they had removed his lymphnods and some muscle from his neck as well as the cancer spots on his scalp and he starts chemo this week. I don't know what I should do. Should I go down to San Diego right now to visit him or should I wait until he's not so out of it from the surgery and chemo? God I don't know what to do. I'm so fucked up mentally right now. This just shows you how scary our environment has gotten and how much of a risk skin cancer is in this day and age.

PEOPLE WEAR YOUR SUNSCREEN PLEASE