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Woo hoo, I have a new book to read, Invisible Monsters By Chuck Palahniuk. So far it just as good as some of his other books that I've read, which is to say that it's beautifully writen. His others are dark but this one is more so and painful to read at points. Not painful like "Oh my goodness!!", it's more like "Fuckin A, that's...
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I might have my dream job back sometime here in the near future. So it looks like I get to quit smoking pot for a while. People have been looking at me lately anyway and they've got this look in there eye. They know that something about me isn't quite right and some can't quite put their finger on it. I'm fucked up people!! I've...
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I think I may have a crush on my neighbor. A harmless crush, I'm not stalking her or anything. She's so cute and she seems nice. I defintely wouldn't mind hanging out but I'm just a little shy.

My drunken-best tried to help. Unfortunately he's the only one that thinks he's a smooth operator when he's had a lot to drink.

Maybe tomorrow I'll go...
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I'm sick of my stupid little getto-style life. Everything that I can think of is getto-style. My couch, a hand-me-down for my ex-girlfriend. My TV, hand-me-down. I don't even have a real stereo in my house. I have an old boombox that's on loan to me from my ex. My computer runs on a 14k modem and you guessed it, it's a hand-me-down. I have...
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Where the hell is my sister? She went to New York a week ago to visit a friend and she still hasn't come back. She said that she would only be gone for 2 weeks... Well, I guess I've kind of answered my own question there haven't I. I would like it very much if she would come home now.

She called me just before...
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I'm going for a run.

2+2=4 but so does 2x2

My ex called me today to tell me that her aunt is going to have to put one of her dogs to sleep. Nolan, the big 'ol, shaggy, goofy, Irish wolfhound. He's so cute We talked for a bit about how her family was dealing with the news. It was a bit rough on both of us, I can only imagine how they feel. He's...
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I was late for work before I even walked out of the door today. I'm in no hurry because I really don't feel that it's essential that I'm at work on time. My boss would say the opposite but I'm not trying to make my employer's happy because they're not trying to make me happy. I'm not going to run around my house all frantic...
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There's a small scratch on my ankle. It doesn't really hurt but it's there and I don't know where it came from. I just noticed it today and it already looks like it's a day or two old. It actually looks like it might leave a tiny scar.

Since I don't know where it came from I'm going to have to make something up. If...
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I've been having a lot of John Cusak moments lately. I talk to myself and I try and rationalize life and figure out what it all means. Of course now that I'm single and have been for a while my focus comes to 'What am I doing wrong?' I really haven't had that many girlfriends but I think a lot of the ones I've had...
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