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so over this feeling of not being myself, its been weeks now, all i want to do is sleep. I dont want to be angry but i cant get rid of the feeling.
so fucking over it, i refuse to believe im depressed and REFUSE to take medication so whatever....
and the stupid thing is i have nothing to be sad or angry about

grrrrrrrr
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discombobulate:
There's used to be amassive stigma attached to depression and other mental illnesses, so I can understand why you don't want to think this has happened to you. If your symptoms were like a chest infection, you'd probably get it treated. Don't look at this differently

From the sounds of it, it is something that has already had an impact on your life. It might be a minor case that can be treated with minimal medical intervention. I don't know your family situation, but Christmas can be a pretty hectic time, so that might also have an impact.

I still think you should talk to a doctor about it. They might be able to give you some options that don't involve drugs
allure:
thanks guys
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scotty:
Mmmmmmmm lovely.
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i dunno
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scotty:
Myspace! Neill, the owner of the company said he can see where people are clicking the links from, and her votes are all coming from myspace!
scotty:
Nope
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helly:
Fucking smoking!
scotty:
Yup biggrin All thanks to you and your handy dandy advice smile
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scotty:
You are so beautiful.
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Sorry was excited so had to share..... the end of our 12 week challenge, 8.5 cms lost from around the waist and my body fat percentage is down to 14%, i am STOKED, hard work pays off. My clients did AMAZING so proud of them.... going to celebrate tonight!

So all up ive lost 18kgs since Sep last year eeek i cant believe i ever had...
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scotty:
Ah ok.
leothedriver:
well, kate was always going on about my.... umm how shall we put it, fluffies? that were quite stinky sometimes,(she reckons all the time) so we narrowed it down after a while and it was after we had pizza with tonnes of cheese which brought them on, not to mention having to guard the throne for a while afterwards too.... so i cut out all dairy and wouldnt you know it, im good as gold!! no more stinkies, no more long reading sessions! its funny cause ive spent most of my life drinking a glass of chocolate milk in the morning, but my body has recently decided it doesnt like it anymore
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reshizzle:
no lol, no toothbrush problems hahahahaha

im trying to lower my anti-d's and so my brain is taking its time to adjust so its making me a little sensitive and crazier than usual
slots:
wow you are so pretty!
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reshizzle:
lol, its all good i dont think it was you... i think it just rolled off.... im just going thru a poo particle stage hahahaha this wasnt aimed at you i was just freaking out cos my toothbrush touched the counter (yes, very lame lol)

im just being ocd atm, i dont care when the bathroom is all dusty, i just dont like my toothpaste touching the top part hahhaaha

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scotty:
Nice to meet you smile
scotty:
I had a fun night indeed, it was great smile You looked awesome by the way!
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bepps:
Dude you totally look like a fitness guru. You look fabulous there. I miss you. Not being able to complain is heaps better than most right now so that's awesome. biggrin
zamn:
OH HAAAAAIIIIII!!!!