allure

Sometimes i just wish i could stop everything, everything that i'm attached to and just be nothing. I'm sick of being an expectation. I'm sick of pleasing everyone. I just want to stop and worry about myself and what i fucking want even just for a couple of days. But of course its not going to happen. Hopefully i'll be able to let loose a little tomorrow night, i'm off to the city to celebrate a friends birthday. Then back to work again, back to the repetition that is my life. Geez im a whiner