allonblack

#In the name of Kenneth Anger#
#we do what we do#
#In the name of Eddie Spaghetti#
#we do what we do#

My life has been a perpetual Murder City Devils song since before I knew who they were. And without the drink, it just doesn't stop. It's pain. It's heartache, and longing. But, I keep on trucking. If I didn't, I'd be a fool.

#Come back baby, cuz I'm all alone#
#Come back baby cuz I wanna love ya tonight#
#Well I can't seem to make you mine#

I've always had an obsession with the sea and sailors. Since I was a kid, I've wanted nothing more than to hop on some ship, and just go. Man against nature proves to always be the more interesting story No ties. No regrets. .

#Every time I put my oars in your water#
#I do it for the sailors#
#Who have no grave but the sea#
#With head on hands#
#In name and blood#
#With head on hands, in name and blood#
#Sail away from the sirens when the light goes black#
#Sail away from the sirens when the light goes black#

That thing I posted about my grandfather. It's the curse of the honest man. The inability to perpetually lie to people for the sake of a clear conscience, well, I don't have to worry about that. It's a blessing and a curse. That is why we do what we do.

#Every shitty thing#
#That Ive ever done#
#Waits for me#
#Underneath the wool of the covers#
#Its not a lie#
#But still I cant sleep at night#
#And Im the only one#
#Who knows every shitty thing#
#That Ive ever done#
#And then I cant sleep at night#

#I read a book, I watch TV, but its still there#
#It waits, it waits, it waits for me#
#Underneath the wool#
#Underneath the wool of the covers#

#And I wonder#
#How you can sleep at night#
#Dont you remember#
#Every shitty thing#
#That youve ever done#
#That youve ever done#
#I know its not a lie, but#
#Baby, baby#

Ehh. Who cares. Certainly not anyone else but me. And that's all that matters. Fuckers.