Friday Jul 01, 2005

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Comming up on my last 2 days of work. Im excited but also nervious at the same time.

Also going out to grand rapids this weekend sometime. don't know when exactly. I have to go out to get a tux fitted. Its probably gonig to be boring so im waiting to the last minutes to go out there and hang out.

misterdoom:
You in Tux. That I would PAY to see... biggrin

Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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OK WE NEED SOMETHING POSITIVE. smile HOW ABOUT A SMILEY
meeshi:
hmm yea.
i have some 151 left from last time, very little maybe four shots... which wont get me far but I'm going to a friends I guess and he has a 5th of vodka that will do me over.
nave:
smile kiss smile kiss

Thursday Jun 30, 2005

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Ive never hurt so much in my life. I seriously can't explain the pain inside that I am dealing with at the moment. why am I so horrible at life and why are things so hard for me to deal with. I just found out my ex is getting married. I fucked everything up and I was fucknig in love I seriously don't know what...
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viva_disgraziata:
that feeling you speak of is called "the heat." it is felt when you see your ex or fuck up really bad. in your case, it sound like you felt the heat-squared...also known as "the inferno." i just made up the inferno part.

life goes on...things change.
phrougbhouy:
"Quote from seven" He has experianced about as much pain and suffering as anyone i have ever encountered, and he still has hell to forward too.
wonderful quote. Lance also says that after you get dumped a few times it wont hurt so much. i still love you though. word. skull skull skull skull

Wednesday Jun 29, 2005

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gah. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. frown
misterdoom:
I have a thought. Ermm...nevermind. surreal

Thursday Jun 23, 2005

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FInding a new job is stressful. I got a new job and when I handed in the good ole 2 weeks. They offered me more money to stay with them. :\ err now im confused.
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honeybunny:
krissy is good, we hang out still biggrin whats the new job?
misterdoom:
Money, Money, Money!!!!!

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Wednesday Jun 22, 2005

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SO lately. I've been really wanted to settle down and thinking about having kids a lot frown I wish that I wasn't the worst guy ever with relationships. I wish that I still had a wonderful girly. but Im good at screwing that stuff up frown gah...

Im really excited to find that right lady and settle down. Kids just seem like such a wonderful thing lately.....
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auntfalcon:
well being a balla certainly helps i'm told. you don't need a kid, you need pets. as soon as i bought a whole bunch of animals and especially a dog, it calmed that baby fever right down.
phrougbhouy:
yes, you need a woman. that way maybe lance wont be all over your shit as much. but then again, it doesnt stop him from doing it to me. i would wait on that whole kid thing though. when you see someone else with kids they are cool, but then when they are yours it changes the viewpoint a little bit. granted they are still cool, but its a totally different life. word. skull skull skull skull
p.s. we shall talk more this later

Wednesday Jun 22, 2005

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So.. I gots me a new job. yay. I put my 2 weeks in here and im gonig to miss it a lot. But i gets more money at the new job. bling bling imma be a balla tongue

So its Dollar beer night at the Wild Cherry. Ya'll bitch's better be there! 7:30 sharp.
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sinjun:
DAMN, I needs me one of themz.
alliedcries:
well looks like theres a possibility that I might stay were I am. They are trying to offer me more money smile

Sunday Jun 19, 2005

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So who wants to go to Grand Rapids with me next weekend?! My friend is having a get together and told me I have to bring a lady :\ and I have no lady. arg.
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auntfalcon:
well seeing as i move in 7 days, our 7 days of best friendship should start pretty soon. and you can come to my housewarming/birthdaywarming party on the 30th!
corabelle:
it's nice to have stumbled upon you as well...

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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Im sorry. Im a mess. I had to leave I was getting to emotional.

you guys are the best group of freinds anyone could ask for and I gotta be a shit ass. frown
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oruc_reis:
it was nice to meet you up at the WC last night.
misterdoom:
Don't be so hard on yourself. You're at where you're at... No problems dealing with that from my end. smile smile smile

Wednesday Jun 15, 2005

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Just call me Mr moody. I can't beleive how my mood has been changing and how fast it will. Im feeling kind alonely and really high stressed. But I really have no reason to be high stressed at all.

who wants to come over and give mark a BIG hug and cuddle. tongue I need me some attention.. hehe

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nave:
I wanna give you lots of hugs.
fuck:
i'll roshambo you for it.
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