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I wrote something new last night, but I will have to wait till tomorrow to post.
Being on here is good for me sometimes, you know? Not for the naked ladies, though I love them very much. Not for the groups, as much as they helped me in the past.
It is in part for the friends I still have here.

But it is truly...
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grayness:
A man receives a letter from his son, who has been dead for years, mailed just before he died.
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Hardcore

then I let you reach for me
your bits to my bytes
my bits to your voice
(a wedding of minds?
if you suppose, that will prove it)
and unyielding mess
for hearts are sexy
minds are dangerous
our lives meant to be more or less intense
(let's be trite and derivative
shall we?)
and that would be the point, yes?
you don't get...
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grayness:
This summer I discovered three books by my favorite author that I had missed- The Lyonesse Trilogy by Jack Vance. I think reading these on various days, with my Fang kitty lying across my shins and occasionally coming up to chew on the corner of the books would have to be my favorite part of this summer.

It still shocks me that you *ever* thought you didn't have a beautiful face. love

In all their revisions, I think your words are wonderful.

smile
grayness:
You have as long as you'd like. love
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In poetry mood, but would like a little input to make it awesome.

I give you this word, give me the SECOND word that comes to mind:

Hardcore.



(Have fun y'all.)
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brightredscream:
Intense
allegro:
then I let you reach for me
your bits to my bytes
the wedding of minds
and unyielding mess
for hearts are sexy
minds are dangerous
in lives meant to be more/less intense
and that would be the point, yes?
you don't get to argue
because I'll take you down
verbosity to match passion
and pain to match yours
for who said marriage would be easy?

(insta-draft to improve and change)
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I have nothing specific to blog about. I just felt like being here.

Things I know today:
Self-kindness is the hardest earned.
I love someone very much, and he deserves it.
Mythbusters will always make me happy.
The urge toward poetry is sometimes impressively strong.

Recommend new music to me. Pretty please.

Love to you...
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tiger_fodder:
The new Placebo, Dead Weather's Horehound and Kasabian's West Ryder Pauper Lunatic Asylum .
grayness:
I am always glad to see you here, for any reason. smile Well, any reason that is a happy one for you.

What you say of self-kindess... I don't know that I agree, but I would listen.

It is a good thing you have someone you love. That is a treasure without price.

I've never seen a whole episode. I do believe I am missing out. This will be fixed at some point. biggrin

In my case, yes, I start hearing patterns in words, and they want out. But not now.

How can I deny the lady's request? smile Seek out an artist called Tina Malia...

Perhaps here.

I recommend "Circle of Stones"

love

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

And "Forever" as well.

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Tonight is spent like most of my social nights of late. I'm sitting in my man's best friend's pad, probably about to smoke a ton of weed, drinking a beer and watching random TV. Usually we're at least social with each other, but tonight my gentleman Johnny is playing the new Professor Layton game (which I won but need to beat ten more puzzles in),...
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tiger_fodder:
Behave! wink
brightredscream:
*hugs* It's good to hear from you lovely girl
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Today I walked across the Brooklyn Bridge for the first time ever.

I leave for a weeklong vacation tomorrow. If I borrow a computer, maybe I'll finally get a chance to blog!

Miss y'all.

Love to you...
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grayness:
I hope you manage to borrow a computer. It is always good to hear from you. love

Bridges are interesting to walk. I'd enjoy them much more if I didn't have to worry about cars...
grayness:
I hope all is well with you. love
I am very much looking forward to the next time you have a chance to update.
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I'd hate y'all to think I stayed down. I wish I had the opportunity to blog more often and share what I'm up to these days! It would probably mean taking even more time taking photos to share and might even result in more poetry, fiction, and other creative writing. It would be a nice way to tackle this zigzagging, perhaps.

So now I'm here...
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erinya:
hello my lovely future friend...kiss
grayness:
You are missed.

love
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Thank you guys. smile

I yin and yang so much it sometimes concerns me. I suppose I should be happy for it. The things that cause my depression (monetary concerns, trouble finding new work) have not been resolved in the slightest, but little things like a caring word, lighthearted phone call, or a long giving hug can spring me out, at least temporarily. I'm doing much...
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grayness:
Someday, work won't be calling, and I am quite prepared to wait.


love
greaser:
The financially-related sads seem to be going around. Somehow they haven't hit me yet. I've got money problems, but I'm in a good frame of mind about it. Go figure surreal

I miss you kiss
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Hi again.

I'm trying my best not to be depressed. It's not that I have a reason to be depressed, not more than usual stuff anyway, but in the past week I have fallen into inexplicable depressions three times. I push past it when I am at work, an its truly exhausting. I have so much work that needs doing at home too, but that's...
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janegeraldine:
Take the time to take care of yourself. You will get through it as you know.

greaser:
Feeling debilitated is one of the worst parts of depression for me, because the best way for me to feel better is to accomplish things. I really feel for you frown

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If you want someone to talk to, I'm here kiss

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I determined a few days ago that I am pretty.

Alright, that might sound strange to a few of you. Here's the thing: I knew I COULD look good/ I knew that.

I was also surprised whenever anyone found me particularly attractive and appealing.
Sure I knew I was smart (I'm not even as sharp as I used to be neither). And I am a...
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jstduckie:
the cool thing is....youve always had it.....jst didnt realize it wink
greaser:
No matter who you are or what you look like, some people will think you're pretty and some won't. For example, the blonde, tan, California type of woman that's supposed to be the standard of beauty doesn't do much for me. Your "plain face", on the other hand.... love

I think the important thing is you're happy with how you look.