It is totally and completely time for a new post.
Let's see, what 's what...
NEWS:
Still have no job. I continue to search. I am no longer listing Friday mornings as a conflict. I'll simply change the rehearsal time for EVDC (this won't be easy, but it must be done). There are no other options at this point if I am to stay with this company.
Working on Tempest with my boyfriend is an imperfect process. I tend to think he underestimates his actors. He suggests some ideas I make are too complicated, I certainly don't agree. I get easily frustrated.
It's not on him; I'm struggling to do less. This isn't my production! This is HIS production. I'm in it, I'm doing music for it, I get to make occasional blocking suggestions and discuss production regularly, all these things are true. Still, this isn't my show. It will not be my perfect show. We share parts of a vision, but far from all. The more I remember this, the better it all gets.
I hate spending my days at home looking at job postings and dealing with myself, but I don't have the money to go anywhere (as in, I don't have the funds to refill my Metrocard or put more gas in the car). It's unfortunate that my sister is also out of work, but at least we get to commiserate. She's awesome.
Change is coming one way or another. The desperation to find a job grows as my parent's relationship sours. Out and away looks more wonderful everyday.
Phrogg made the newest halloweenified pictures of me (SQUEE!). The one that is currently up is by EdWoodv2. So much Halloween joy, and I haven't even chosen what to be yet!
So, here they be! Which one should I make my new October profile pic? Vote people!
Picture 1:
Let's see, what 's what...
NEWS:
Still have no job. I continue to search. I am no longer listing Friday mornings as a conflict. I'll simply change the rehearsal time for EVDC (this won't be easy, but it must be done). There are no other options at this point if I am to stay with this company.
Working on Tempest with my boyfriend is an imperfect process. I tend to think he underestimates his actors. He suggests some ideas I make are too complicated, I certainly don't agree. I get easily frustrated.
It's not on him; I'm struggling to do less. This isn't my production! This is HIS production. I'm in it, I'm doing music for it, I get to make occasional blocking suggestions and discuss production regularly, all these things are true. Still, this isn't my show. It will not be my perfect show. We share parts of a vision, but far from all. The more I remember this, the better it all gets.
I hate spending my days at home looking at job postings and dealing with myself, but I don't have the money to go anywhere (as in, I don't have the funds to refill my Metrocard or put more gas in the car). It's unfortunate that my sister is also out of work, but at least we get to commiserate. She's awesome.
Change is coming one way or another. The desperation to find a job grows as my parent's relationship sours. Out and away looks more wonderful everyday.
Phrogg made the newest halloweenified pictures of me (SQUEE!). The one that is currently up is by EdWoodv2. So much Halloween joy, and I haven't even chosen what to be yet!
So, here they be! Which one should I make my new October profile pic? Vote people!
Picture 1:
Picture 2:
Query number two:
I think I'm gonna start posting one of my one act plays for y'all to read. I only have two.
There's "Something Like Love":
And "David's Gods":
Preference?
Much love all.
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Thanks for your thoughts. You are a great firiend!
I am not moving....the chances of the 3 of us to gettin together...are pretty slim. On the other hand you and I are more likely. We live a lot closer and I travel to NYC often.