allan

Die, die, die my darling
Don't utter a single word
Die, die, die my darling
Just shut your pretty mouth

I'll be seeing you again
I'll be seeing you in hell

Don't cry to me oh baby
Your future's in an oblong box, yeah
Don't cry to me oh baby
Should have seen it a-comin' on
Don't cry to me oh baby
I don't know...
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i drank as i watched you live your life.......
it played out like a dream right before me....
its old hat..........
but i cant let go......
when is enough.........enough........
wheres the chance encounter............
wheres my fucking gold at the end of the rainbow......
i felt like breaking.........i felt..............
i felt like throwing bottles through the jukebox........
but.......your head would still stay faceted........
even when i...
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awake alone in a womens room i hardly know........
awake alone pretend that i am finally home.........
the room is littered with the books and note books......
i imagine what they say like "shoo fly don't bother me".
and i can hardly get out of this bed for fear of......
never lying in this bed again.................
oh christ im not that desperate.......................
oh no.....
oh...
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the sun went dark today..............
this is............
the way the world was.........is........
will never be for you and i...........
the only light....anywhere......is in my mind
in your dreams........somewhere.......
maybe we'll find it............
the glimpses of you tie my mind..........
like barbwire..................
cutting deep..........let it bleed........
until you know that is..................
until the rivers meet..............
when the world collides

note to self.............drinking vodka all day saturday.........should not be followed by a trip to cedar point sunday..........arrrgghhh..........
every time i go to the point..........i end up people watching......its muse overload......i end up leaving the park with more ideas for poetry than i can write down.........ohh well..........im going to go eat some cheesecake............i love all of you guys by the way........especially the CP crew......and Hiroe....dont worry...
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The fallen are the chosen,
The vehicles for conquest are frozen.
It's an ungodly scent that eminates within.
I believe...oh yes it is fealty of karma.
It must have been a hint from the mindless.
A cardinal sin...
A tower in these fields lies fallow,
Yet it is not my habit to dwell in the stark,
To hide sequestered in the shadows.
That in entirety...
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FRAILTY
Shattering ice in the cul de sac......
it was me who faltered.....
but i know youll never be back......
i never want to leave my bed again........
for fear the world has somehow been altered.....
but you showed me that door......
pushed me through.....
and its taken all this time to claw my way......
my way.....
from that tomb....
so take that heart, yeah..........
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So he would sulk, and drink, and cross his arms and hope to die........................and than a fairy came one night to bring the sorry boy to life...............................she pulled some strings..........spun him around..........that voice rang up.......and began to shout..........my arms, my legs, my heart, my face they are alive..............and she would cry LIAR LIAR, what have i done.........your no lover and im no fighter..............the story goes...
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Top hats and bureaucrats..........corrupted the system........just to make you fat................so have some fries with your standardized ego.............with some witty repoir.........and a bag of regrets.........try try try to make them believe............its so easy to let them fill you up..............as if that hot air might fill your cup...............as you beg for more......with insatiable hunger.............it is the inability to see that rends you asunder.........so drown in the sorrows...
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ARRRGGGHHH.....what a bunch of crap man......i hate it when you break up with someone......and they either tell people your still together.....or they say "NO....I BROKE UP WITH HIM!!!" arrrrgghhh....your so stupid....you should mow my lawn and pay me a dollar cause you suck and should be destroyed ......... ok....whoa sorry about that......anyway.....this weekend should be a good time......i think im too chicken to ride the...
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