okay. im sure alot of you if not all of you have heard the recent news, the pictures that were on my profile were of Chris G....drummer of Bayside me of course, like an asshole, pawned his pictures off as mine. and obviously that was the dumbest thing anyone can do. i had reasoning behind all of it, but now it sounds very dumb, but i will explain anyway, since you all deserve it.
all the girls on here are extremely beautiful. me being a not so beautiful guy, its hard to get girls to notice, or even pay attention to me, girls care about looks, not about personality. even though it was an incredibally stupid plan, the plan was to get the girls to see my personality and like me for me, but of course it all went wrong and i dug myself deeper and deeper by never actually confessing the pictures werent me, the plan WAS to confess, very quickly. but i suppose i am a coward.
im writing this because i feel terrible. and very guilty. i do NOT blame any of you at all for being mad at me, i wasted your time, and i wish i could have taken it all back, and just put my own pictures up and let all the girls look past me. reading this over, it makes me realize how pathetic it all sounds.
anyway, i talked to Chris not too long ago, and i want everyone to know that Chris had ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with any of this, and everyone should go check out his band. hes probably one of the best drummers to come out of long island. i dont expect to hear from any of you ever again, and i hope thoughout all the bullshit i gave, that this apology and extremely embarassing letter will show how much i regret what i did, im going to leave this up here for about 2 weeks(so that everyone can see it), then im gonna write SG and ask them to delete my profile for me, for good.
if there is anything else i can do for everyone to prove i am sorry, and to fix everything,(obviously besides drop dead) i will gladly do whatever i can. maybe individual apologies? but i dont know if anyone i dealt with would even wanna hear from me..
i hope everyone takes care, and again, i am extremely sorry.
all the girls on here are extremely beautiful. me being a not so beautiful guy, its hard to get girls to notice, or even pay attention to me, girls care about looks, not about personality. even though it was an incredibally stupid plan, the plan was to get the girls to see my personality and like me for me, but of course it all went wrong and i dug myself deeper and deeper by never actually confessing the pictures werent me, the plan WAS to confess, very quickly. but i suppose i am a coward.
im writing this because i feel terrible. and very guilty. i do NOT blame any of you at all for being mad at me, i wasted your time, and i wish i could have taken it all back, and just put my own pictures up and let all the girls look past me. reading this over, it makes me realize how pathetic it all sounds.
anyway, i talked to Chris not too long ago, and i want everyone to know that Chris had ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with any of this, and everyone should go check out his band. hes probably one of the best drummers to come out of long island. i dont expect to hear from any of you ever again, and i hope thoughout all the bullshit i gave, that this apology and extremely embarassing letter will show how much i regret what i did, im going to leave this up here for about 2 weeks(so that everyone can see it), then im gonna write SG and ask them to delete my profile for me, for good.
if there is anything else i can do for everyone to prove i am sorry, and to fix everything,(obviously besides drop dead) i will gladly do whatever i can. maybe individual apologies? but i dont know if anyone i dealt with would even wanna hear from me..
i hope everyone takes care, and again, i am extremely sorry.
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get yourself some therapy ASAP, before this gets worse and you don't even know who you are anymore. you really need professional help, so please look into it. you have already hurt A LOT of people, get help so you don't hurt more.
also, do you notice that YOU only talk to the beautiful girls? do you see that wonderful double standard you are pulling? if you are going to preach something, follow it yourself. or else you just look like an asshole.
"girls care about looks, not about personality"
This is a horribly general statement to make. Any self respecting woman should and will be offended. Perhaps while you're at the therapist you should discuss your view of woman - and get that worked out as well.
Cause that is whack.