fuck. i fucking hate this whole petty, stupid race. i hate the fact that the only thing i have ever asked of the inbred fucking morons who surround me is to pull their glazed unblinking eyes away from their inane repetitive sitcoms and scripted "reality" shows and take six fucking seconds to take a look at the world around them and see it from a...
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so, it took a couple of weeks, but i finally found the place where my muse resides in Columbus. i don't know what the rest of you use, but i need stimulants and human interaction to write. not personal interaction, just the witnessing of other people's lives. i find my stories in the quick caught words of overlapping conversations. as for stimulants... well, lets just...
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corinthian:
Thanks for the recomendation on the Gaiman books i'll check them out as soon as i have a free secound. Good luck with your new muse
kitsune76:
Nice to see someone who writes like I do. Damn introverts and their internal worlds when I need stimulation to write!

well, this may have been the worst week of my life. is there anything better then having the girl you adore call you on her birthday to point out that no one cares (despite the fact that you left her a message at midnight the night before congratulating her on the day of her birth), complain about how much the new boyfriend sucks (while also...
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tigress:
oh, ok. Now your situation makes sense to me. You're not stupid. You're just staying true to yourself and your beliefs.
I wouldn't necessarily agree with staying friends with someone who treats me like crap when they want, to each his own. I'm just intolerant of BS.
I used to write. These days my mind is so full of nonsensical confusion that focus and concentration are nearly impossible so I've given up. For now anyway. enough about my issues.
I've always gravitated towards philosophy and always wonder why people think it's boring...(just thought I'd make that point because i saw that you were into theology, mythology and metaphysics..)
ok my dear , I may do a little disappearing act again but I shall return hopefully in one piece.
be well

I used to write. These days my mind is so full of nonsensical confusion that focus and concentration are nearly impossible so I've given up. For now anyway. enough about my issues.
I've always gravitated towards philosophy and always wonder why people think it's boring...(just thought I'd make that point because i saw that you were into theology, mythology and metaphysics..)
ok my dear , I may do a little disappearing act again but I shall return hopefully in one piece.
be well

huk:
maybe you would like this website. the guy who wrote it makes his rejection sound poignant.
www.nobodyhere.com/justme
j.
(my favourites: apologies, nose, memo, roots)
www.nobodyhere.com/justme
j.
(my favourites: apologies, nose, memo, roots)
went out and foraged with the racoons on campus last night. after a few perfunctory sniffs and some haughty glances they just sort of accepted me. not very good conversationalists are racoons, but they are fairly calming.
i do not like October anymore. once it was my favorite of months for Samhain and autumn and the first snow fall of the year... now it just...
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i do not like October anymore. once it was my favorite of months for Samhain and autumn and the first snow fall of the year... now it just...
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scylla:
Burnt offerings man. that's all I have to say re the subject. Burnt offerings.
smatt:
Thanks for your comment.
You write beautifully.
You write beautifully.
so, still arguing with myself over the necessity and language of the seventh installment of The Adventures of Hunter Cartwright. i'll figure it out eventually and post it here for all you readers of the bizarre.... and if you haven't read anything of the Adventures of Hunter Cartwright please see my past journal entries to witness the madness your life has been lacking.
in the...
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anger:
Post a pic, ya coward!! 

anger:
Damn, Alistair. . . .you take yourself pretty seriously, don't you??
well, here i am in ohio. class has just begun and i have barely managed to be sober a day, so college hasn't changed much since the last time i was in attendance. if any one could supply me with a decent watering hole and a good place to find a job here in columbus i would greatly appreciate that.
anyway, no Hunter Cartwright today....
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anyway, no Hunter Cartwright today....
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mrsmead:
i was in Ohio once.......excellent taco bell
wait, is that Blade in which the guy has the worms in him and can't die until he's killed a thousand evil men?
cos if it is, ROCK ON!!
i havent seen those books in forever.....
wait, is that Blade in which the guy has the worms in him and can't die until he's killed a thousand evil men?
cos if it is, ROCK ON!!
i havent seen those books in forever.....
disdain:
adapt or perish!
welcome back to the continuing Adventures of Hunter Cartwright. this weeks episode will be the last to be uploaded from the Great State of New York as next week i will be uploading them from the Not So Great As New York But Still Quite Nice State of Ohio. for all of you new to the exciting world of Prof. Cartwright, you can find the...
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mrsmead:
ahh...
a fresh injection of hot suspense....
a fresh injection of hot suspense....
mrsmead:
Random Chicken!!!!!

Random Chicken!!!!!
'lo all. another stupid double shift at the office this week. on the plus side, i only have a week more at this soul sucking job and then i am free... for a moment. which leads me to a warning for all our friendly Ohio members. it seems i have managed to get myself transferred to Ohio State, which means that i will be bringing...
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elan:
uhm.. yeah, somehow I doubt that's the case.
mrsmead:
actually, i think i learned to type on a 64, too
weird
zork, planetfall, and hitchhiker's guide
also snowcat
i wonder if quinne would be down with doing a bad-ass, zombie-killing sort of set.............
weird
zork, planetfall, and hitchhiker's guide
also snowcat
i wonder if quinne would be down with doing a bad-ass, zombie-killing sort of set.............
greetings once again from the cancerous depths of my poisoned mind. i know its a day early, but i am trapped here for shift number two of the day and i felt the need to do something worthwhile on company time... so here it is.
welcome to this weeks electro-textual installment in the continuing Adventures of Hunter Cartwright. this week, we catch our first glimpse...
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welcome to this weeks electro-textual installment in the continuing Adventures of Hunter Cartwright. this week, we catch our first glimpse...
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zork:
Good point. If it were a choice between the rats and Ashcroft, I'll take the rats.
But I'd still prefer that neither US politicians OR rats invade my tent. A personal bias, I freely admit
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But I'd still prefer that neither US politicians OR rats invade my tent. A personal bias, I freely admit

anothervictim:
roman dirge's Lenore////
welcome back to this weeks astounding hyper textual installment in the continued Adventures of Hunter Cartwright. this week we depart from the traditional narration of our tale and learn things perhaps better left unknown. if you are brave of mind and sound of heart, then keep on peerless reader and wonder at the terrific annals of that greatest of all heros...
(man, i love writing...
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mrsmead:
your writing screams in pain and writhes on the floor to be read aloud by vincent price, or possibly george takai.
tom waits or nick cave would do, too
tom waits or nick cave would do, too
mrsmead:
check out my haiku challenge on the lifestyle board
tell your friends
tell your friends
I'm sorry that you're reflecting on your past love makes you so distraught. The poem is beautiful.
Happy Early Birthday. (although i know you don't feel so happy. Just know that someone is wishing you well on the day you were brought forth into this cruel world)