you know you're getting old...and lame...when sleeping in becomes 7:30.
even so, the husband and i managed to have a great weekend. we woke up at 7:30 this morning...but we didn't get out of bed until. 10:30. between sex and talking...it was the perfect morning. i can't remember the last time we just sort of forgot that a world outside of the bed exists.
i think a lot about the future. and getting older. and growing up. i never want to lose the childish parts of me...some of them anyway. like how i am constantly amazed by the simplest things. and sparkly things? get my attention every single time still. i definitely want to hold onto that.
i want to let go of crazy insecurities. so last night...as i was browsing all the amazing asses on the post your own ass thread, i told my husband i wished i could post my own. it's his favorite part of my body...and being honest...mine too. large...but firm. nicely shaped. incredibly spankable. anyway...he pulled out the camera...and snapped away. after finding a suitable shot....he posted it before i could freak out and get shy.
and i've gotten some lovely compliments. the thing is...it's stupid to care how i'll be judged by an absolutely anonymous crowd. that's something that i want to lose in the future...the fear of....rejection? ridicule?
i'm mostly comfortable with who i am. and the husband couldn't be more supportive...and constantly telling me how sexy i am. how smart i am, etc.
sometimes it's nice to hear from somebody who has no reason...other than ass appreciation...to say something though.
one of the other things i hope i don't lose in the future? the lust, passion, love, sexual drive, and comfort that kept me in bed this morning for 3 hours. i hope my marriage is always filled with the need, time, and desire that allows us to stay in bed talking, laughing, and making love for 3 hours while thinking nothing else in the world is important for that time. i know it won't be everyday. or every weekend. but i hope that feeling lasts. and so far, i think we're doing pretty damn well.
even so, the husband and i managed to have a great weekend. we woke up at 7:30 this morning...but we didn't get out of bed until. 10:30. between sex and talking...it was the perfect morning. i can't remember the last time we just sort of forgot that a world outside of the bed exists.
i think a lot about the future. and getting older. and growing up. i never want to lose the childish parts of me...some of them anyway. like how i am constantly amazed by the simplest things. and sparkly things? get my attention every single time still. i definitely want to hold onto that.
i want to let go of crazy insecurities. so last night...as i was browsing all the amazing asses on the post your own ass thread, i told my husband i wished i could post my own. it's his favorite part of my body...and being honest...mine too. large...but firm. nicely shaped. incredibly spankable. anyway...he pulled out the camera...and snapped away. after finding a suitable shot....he posted it before i could freak out and get shy.
and i've gotten some lovely compliments. the thing is...it's stupid to care how i'll be judged by an absolutely anonymous crowd. that's something that i want to lose in the future...the fear of....rejection? ridicule?
i'm mostly comfortable with who i am. and the husband couldn't be more supportive...and constantly telling me how sexy i am. how smart i am, etc.
sometimes it's nice to hear from somebody who has no reason...other than ass appreciation...to say something though.
one of the other things i hope i don't lose in the future? the lust, passion, love, sexual drive, and comfort that kept me in bed this morning for 3 hours. i hope my marriage is always filled with the need, time, and desire that allows us to stay in bed talking, laughing, and making love for 3 hours while thinking nothing else in the world is important for that time. i know it won't be everyday. or every weekend. but i hope that feeling lasts. and so far, i think we're doing pretty damn well.
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jeffx20:
Show me your breasts!
jcourtney:
Sorry! Having sex might make you feel better!!!