my trip home ended up costing me more money than i can afford. not just because of insane gas prices. i got my first speeding ticket in the first hour of my drive up north. just like in high school, i get incredibly nervous around cops. oh well. aside from that it was fun.
i think i let myself fall apart sometimes. sometimes i wish the shoes i throw at walls had blood inside so that they'd crack and the blood would spill down. i wish i had a big empty room i could use to throw stuff and scream, and maybe a big punching bag too. i don't know how it's possible to exhaust yourself when you feel like you're not doing anything. i think that i think too much sometimes. i think a lot more than i say. and now, i am out of things to say.
i think i let myself fall apart sometimes. sometimes i wish the shoes i throw at walls had blood inside so that they'd crack and the blood would spill down. i wish i had a big empty room i could use to throw stuff and scream, and maybe a big punching bag too. i don't know how it's possible to exhaust yourself when you feel like you're not doing anything. i think that i think too much sometimes. i think a lot more than i say. and now, i am out of things to say.
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marikdfa:
call me this weekend, I have a movie with your name on it.
spacecobra:
Gas prices are totally insane, you just have to recognize the cheap places like Arco, although I noticed when I drope to SF between LA and there it's like 50 cents more. Sucks about your speeding ticket, I got a parking ticket a couple of weeks ago by Amoeba and it was pouring rain, the cop shoved the ticket in a plastic bag. How fucking curtious.
