alice

i went for a little walk through my neighborhood, and i realized that i was the only white person on the street. (well, technically i'm not really white, but i always say i am cuz if i try to explain that i'm japanese, people look at me funny in disbelief). it's weird to be the only white person walking around. not that it's a bad thing, it's just weird. the town i grew up in is predominantly asian (mostly korean) and persian, and there's this underlying "fuck asians" thing going on. i don't know what exactly my point is. perhaps i have no point. i just think its interesting. like you really realize that there are a ton of people in this world, and they're not all white like they are on t.v.

i hate those days when you wake up feeling like a fat ass. i've been having too many of those days lately. and that just automatically makes me want to eat more and move even less than i already do.

i got a jury duty notice in the mail. woo fuckin hoo. my plan is to show up dressed like a hooker and fall asleep a lot. i wouldn't want someone like me deciding my fate, so they better not pick me or i will be forced to start a riot.

my kitties are finally getting fixed tomorrow a.m. its about time! i have to leave them at the vet over night. its going to be sad not having them around for the day/night.

i really should start busting ass to find a new job. i should. i just can't tell any possible employer that i start hardcore snobby art school in a couple months......

i miss gea.... i haven't talked to my fellow bitch of wax lately. i am experiencing gea withdrawl. gea, oh gea, where are you and how are you?