Monday Jun 30, 2003

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portrait of me by feeank at deviantart.com!
another one (the original photo is in my Pics)
and another...
and another!

I feel like a muse or something. It's good for my ego at least. kiss

I put a bunch of pics I lost a while ago up in My Pics, including pics from the sets I sent in to SG. Go, look! *thundering goddess voice* NOW!!!!!!!! biggrin
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tadzi:
damn youre sexy
applerecords1251:
Nice pictures. Shame they were rejected but good we could see them smile
You looked totally cute at senior prom.

Sunday Jun 29, 2003

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Just got off work. It was really slow, so Bryan and I basically stood around, talked to our friends, and ate bagels for five hours. And then Bryan split the tip money with me, even though I'm still training and am not technically supposed to get tips yet. Woo! He's a sweetie.

Not much going on. Very tired. Still have a bunch of shit to...
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nerdboy2345:
im usually insane and horny
apologees:
training really sucks....i always hated playing the shadow game when i first started working somewhere new....

horniness is sure to get yer journal full of comments on here.....hehehe biggrin

help me name my doggie!!!!!!! picture 8 on my journal.

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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Just finished moving into my new place with Dave82. Now I finally have my own room, instead of just sleeping in a closet. WIth a furnace. Woo!

I think I missed something. WHat the fuck is a testamonial?? confused
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gotham2:
testimonials? i don't have a clue....i've been away. hope the new place is nice and good. have you found a job yet? how are you?! enjoy the day today and the rest of the week too.
gotham.x.o.
applerecords1251:
got your own place. That is nice. Closets have that closed in feel that is really fun but no, it is not and your own room is what you need. Things going good? Hope so. smile

Wednesday Jun 25, 2003

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First of all, I want to thank everyone for their show of support. This is such a great community, and I'm so glad to be here.

Sam and I ended up getting back together last night. We went and saw some of my friends from the Theater department do a comedy (it was awesome, btw), and we walked home afterwards. We talked and he told...
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blueeyedangel:
hooray for love conquering all. ...
tadzi:
glad things turned out alright babe

Monday Jun 23, 2003

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Sam left me Saturday night. Part of me hardly knows what to do now.
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gotham2:
oh sweetie....i don't know what to say...that sucks. i know how hard it is when your 'other half' goes away and you feel like you don't know how to go about your day without them...it gets better. i promise.
take care of yourself....xoxo.
blueeyedangel:
aw shucks heart ache blows. Sending good thoughts your way. Dotn know what else to say.

Friday Jun 20, 2003

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*RAWR!!!!!!!!!!*

SO pissed off!!!! mad mad mad Sam has the day off of work today, and so I had the day set up so that I would be home for when he wanted to drop by. Eventually, I call him and he tells me that he's at Toys R Us picking up his paycheck and that he really doesn't feel like doing anything today or tonight. I say...
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juliana:
just read your update on applerecord's page--

he's being more than fucking lame. don't put up with too much more than love can allow, okay? just because he asked you to marry him doesn't mean he can treat you stupid already.

guys seem to think they can get away with more shit after they propose to you. (think again, assholes.) rings don't mean a thing if you're being jerked around.
keith:
Hmm, I say ditch him. tongue I promise I'll put out, and if I go to Toys 'R' Us, I'll take you with me.

Friday Jun 20, 2003

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Well, Harry died Wednesday afternoon. I waqs going to clean out her cage and she was all stiff. Sam took her to be buried with his dogs out in the woods by his house. Dave82 and I went to the pet store and got a new rat to keep Mia company. Her name's Echo. Yay for rats named after SGs. She's very skittish and shy...
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johnnysuicide:
im doin good hun thanks how are you....hows the band thing

Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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Harry's doing so much better! In fact, she's acting like she's a young little rattie again, so yay for that!!! I'm attributing it all to happy thoughts from SG, thanks guys!! kiss

Not much going on. Sam got offered a factory job this morning that he's prolly going to take, He'll be working 85-95 hours a week. He's depressed because he won't be able to sleep,...
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_v_:
well at least he has a job
i need one
find me one
NOW
hope all is well
dave82:
Just wanted to add to Alia's journal entry that Harry died this afternoon. But again, thanks for all the good thoughts. -Dave

Sunday Jun 15, 2003

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Sigh. Was up all night with my rat Harry. She was staying with Dave82 this weekend. I was up talking to my roommate at three this morning when he called to tell me that she was acting weird. I guess she'd started freaking out and smashing herself up against the bars of her cage. When Dave82 took her out, she started hyperventilating and then her...
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gotham2:
oh, i hope your little guy gets better. i used to have a little white mouse, and it was so awesome and cuddly. i think i want a new pet. maybe a turtle.
take care!
fractal:
mmmmm.........clean socks.........drool

Friday Jun 13, 2003

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God, I'm so tired. I think a lot of it has got to be emotional exhaustion. I've been trying like hell for over a month now for a job and gotten jack shit. I have to pay rent. My best friend Dave82 has been helping out and even lent me money for rent last month, but I hate doing that to him, as sweet as...
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tadzi:
i know what you mean. my stoicism (and my shyness) leads a lot of people to think im arrogant
gotham2:
i'm the same way (being stoic and whatnot), and have been in a similar situation. it started looking like i was never gonna find a job, and that i'd have to become a hired assassin or a stripper or something, but after a couple months i found a decent one and payed off all my debts. it'll happen, usually when you least expect it.

if Sam has an issue with the pics thing maybe you just need to really talk about it seriously with him, in regards to your reasons, his concerns, etc. hope it all works out for you soon.
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