Just helped Dave82 tear down his loft. We broke a lot of stuff. And I have a blood blister on my finger now because it got smashed. Bah! 
It looks as though my best bet for a job would be Walmart right now, God help me. And if I worked there, I would have to take my lip ring out, which I really don't want to do (and my boyfriend REALLY doesn't want me to do it!), but I need the money. Maybe I could get a clear retainer or something. Also thinking about getting my nipples pierced. I want the barbells though, I hate the hoops. Perhaps, perhaps.
NEED MONEY. It's amazing how much these little bits of green paper can disrupt one's life. I'm so stressed about it that I can't sleep and haven't had a good orgasm in a week. Dammit. And I'm getting kinda wound up, too.
I see Noelle has a couple new sets up. I bet that makes Dave82 happy.
Talked with Sam last night (he was Tymme when he was on here). Had a huge discussion because we've both been stressed and fighting a lot more than we should be. Which is so not us. I think that things are going to be okay though. We do love each other a lot. We just need to learn not to let our stress geyt to us so much.
I've been storing my clothes in my roommate Rachel's closet. And I realized today while getting out clothes to wear that her pile of shoes at the bottom of our closet smells like absolute ass. And this stench has soaked itself into my clothes. So now....I stink.
For Chrissakes, I need a cigarette. And I have none. Someone's gonna die.
It looks as though my best bet for a job would be Walmart right now, God help me. And if I worked there, I would have to take my lip ring out, which I really don't want to do (and my boyfriend REALLY doesn't want me to do it!), but I need the money. Maybe I could get a clear retainer or something. Also thinking about getting my nipples pierced. I want the barbells though, I hate the hoops. Perhaps, perhaps.
NEED MONEY. It's amazing how much these little bits of green paper can disrupt one's life. I'm so stressed about it that I can't sleep and haven't had a good orgasm in a week. Dammit. And I'm getting kinda wound up, too.
I see Noelle has a couple new sets up. I bet that makes Dave82 happy.
Talked with Sam last night (he was Tymme when he was on here). Had a huge discussion because we've both been stressed and fighting a lot more than we should be. Which is so not us. I think that things are going to be okay though. We do love each other a lot. We just need to learn not to let our stress geyt to us so much.
I've been storing my clothes in my roommate Rachel's closet. And I realized today while getting out clothes to wear that her pile of shoes at the bottom of our closet smells like absolute ass. And this stench has soaked itself into my clothes. So now....I stink.
For Chrissakes, I need a cigarette. And I have none. Someone's gonna die.
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don't work for wallmart! they're evil, evil, evil. I too am running out of money and just went back to stripping. I found a much friendlier club than my old one, though, so that's good. there must be some other work you can find. walmart totally treats its employees like crap.
I agree, lameness rocks.
And poorness sucks. I wish I could tell you you didn't/shouldn't work for Walmart, but we all have to earn money somehow. It's tough bein' young and skill-less (as in, unmarketable), so sometimes we do have to whore ourselves out to the corporates. I work at Kinko's, I should know. Go work for Walmart, if you need to, sweetie... save up all the money you can and then go tell them to go fuck themselves when you find a better job. Okay?
Don't stress too much about fighting with Sam... lots of couples tend to fight a little more than normal after they've been engaged -- it's a lot of pressure to be under-- getting everything together in preparation for the beginning of your lives together. My ex-coworker Annie ended up fighting a lot with her fiancee, and even separated for a few months before they got their shit together and realized how they let the stress interfere with what really mattered-- each other.
Cigarettes bad! I'm fighting them, myself... bleh.
Chin up, beautiful. It all tends to work out in the end.
--J