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alexsevy

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Friday Feb 22, 2013

Feb 22, 2013
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I've been depressed for a very long time, and it's seemed to have gotten worse in the last couple of months. Of course, a large part of the problem was loosing my job back in October, which didn't help my self-esteem at all, but since then, Ive been finding it incredibly difficult to find things to enjoy in my life. Lately I cant do anything without asking myself is this a good idea? I have to constantly be thinking about how things might go bad, because I haven seen any indication that things might actually turn out good.

Sometimes I just wonder if I should just crawl into a hole and never come out. Would anyone miss me? Would anyone care?
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juggalosic:
I would miss the hell out of u my friend when I lost sara I thought I was going to die I wanted to die but I fought through and now am the happest I have ever been what dosent kill you can only make you stronger...stay up brother.
Feb 23, 2013
laceyk:
I think you are just reacting to your surroundings.
Winters wreck havoc on depressions, it is amazing how once those little green buds pop out and I hear the birds....it feels like i can breathe again.

Losing a job is tough and sucks (trust me I am fighting for mine right now), but I always have to believe it opens another door. I know that sounds like mumbo jumbo, but I have to believe it is true.
Feb 24, 2013

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