alexia666

i dont know what it is in the air tonight but i just want to be out and be able to stay up and watch the sun rise...there is always this smell in the air when its just the right time to find that special someone to talk with and smile and just not sleep...reach that place in your relationship, friendship or other where anything goes and the night just sets everything free...that night is tonight and that special someone is my bf but he took off because he wanted a good nights sleep even though he has nothing to do tomorrow...i dont understand i was in a happy place and he just took it away from me..im all alone here now and i have never been in a place where i havent spent the whole night with that person that i started out the whole thing with and im really just sad...there is no other way to describe this feeling...its not shallow but really doesnt go all that deep but at the same time its real and i feel abandoned and i feel like i just missed out on one very beautiful night and he ran away and again...im sad
ohh and i was going to grow out my natural hair for the guy..but im going black again tomorrow..no problem..so there bitter womaness for ya!